We take our dinner with his friends ~
Is quite happy can meet him up.
After our dinner then go hospital for visit his friend.
(Hope he can get well as fast as possible. Pray~)
Then they all go play pool.
And i follow.
For me is quite boring for looking at people play and i just sit at there.
But , if with baby. I wont.
because i just wan to stay beside him and looking at him.
He got play or not play also the same for me.
I just wan to look at him.
It's what a blissful moment for me.
I appreciate it much.
But , he also accompany me even he play.
But he just play for a while.
After pool, they said go cyber for game !
When he ask me wanna back or follow.
Im confused much~
i scare if i follow, they will play game until very late.
But i wan to stay beside him.
I decide back home , reached home.
Then follow him go again.
Because bu she de ~ TT
Reached there , he dint follow them.
And accompany me at car.
Happy he will accompany me.
After that , follow one his friend go lintas yam cha.
And others is still gaming ~
After yam cha, then he send me back.
In car , Bu she de him so dint feel like wan to go down.
Just keep hug him.
i asked him "love me or not?"
he suddenly leave from the hug and close his eyes.
i will ask like this ,Just because i wan to know.
this few days , I feel like myself is giving him up.
So, i ask him.
If his answer is yes , he love me.
I will stop it and just stay with him happily.
He silent for 2min somethings.
He open his eyes and smile to me.
says : I love you.
I tot he will skip it.
But , he dint ~
I quite shocked.
Well, how's the feelings? (secret.)
And when he said he scare i will like "her"
go find others boys.
Make me shocked too.
because he never say such things to me since long time ago.
I think my answer make he feel 满意 also gua ?
Anyway , I hope we will not break up easily.
I know, before he ever ask for promised dont say break to each others.
and i say yes too.
But at last , i break it.
So sorry baby ~
But now , i wont say it out again.
Hope you wont leave me too.
I do love you so much ,
My lovely baby ~
