so long din't updated my blog.
so sorry to my readers.
now at damai upperstar with my dearest friend - ying.
How to describe my mood ?
I dont know too.
Everythings just like back to my single life.
This month ~ many problem keep come to me.
And i cannot face it .
Really. I'm weak i know (:
I only know "i dont know , i dont know."
This always make me to escape those problem.
family problem.
Love problem.
But now my family problem is solved.
And left love .
I dont know how to solve it.
Because i dont know what you wan actually.
Your action really make me very suffer and hurt.
i know we are really end le.
Because your heart really not with me.
I feel very speechless when i saw those.
Because when we just start our love.
You told me you still love her and please give chance to you.
oh well, i agreed.
between that , i keep try my best to make your love turn to me.
But now i know it's failed.
What i do for you all is RUBBISH !
please throw it far away.
It's meaningless !
im totally hate the guys who hurted me.
Before , i keep think maybe boys hurt a girl is because it's only puppy love.
so even my x hurt me much but i still treat him as friend no any hate in my heart.
Now finally i know im really stupid much.
Been play by people.
Oh shit !
Girls have heart too boys !
Dont keep do somethings to hurt them and make it broken please !
Feel that myself very funny.
Always put my true heart to love a guy.
And everytime i get hurt from them.
suan le~
just be back myself and pass my life with my friend (:
Im tired very very tired le please !
My heart get hurt again.
Sorry to myself , dont know how to protect myself.
You get "IT" and you throw me.
Fine ! you are same like others boys too.
finally i know (:
Need take time to cover it.
hais ~
anyway , this game !
you are the winner.
You make me love you deeply and deeply.
And i'm the loser .
so sorry to my readers.
now at damai upperstar with my dearest friend - ying.
How to describe my mood ?
I dont know too.
Everythings just like back to my single life.
This month ~ many problem keep come to me.
And i cannot face it .
Really. I'm weak i know (:
I only know "i dont know , i dont know."
This always make me to escape those problem.
family problem.
Love problem.
But now my family problem is solved.
And left love .
I dont know how to solve it.
Because i dont know what you wan actually.
Your action really make me very suffer and hurt.
i know we are really end le.
Because your heart really not with me.
I feel very speechless when i saw those.
Because when we just start our love.
You told me you still love her and please give chance to you.
oh well, i agreed.
between that , i keep try my best to make your love turn to me.
But now i know it's failed.
What i do for you all is RUBBISH !
please throw it far away.
It's meaningless !
im totally hate the guys who hurted me.
Before , i keep think maybe boys hurt a girl is because it's only puppy love.
so even my x hurt me much but i still treat him as friend no any hate in my heart.
Now finally i know im really stupid much.
Been play by people.
Oh shit !
Girls have heart too boys !
Dont keep do somethings to hurt them and make it broken please !
Feel that myself very funny.
Always put my true heart to love a guy.
And everytime i get hurt from them.
suan le~
just be back myself and pass my life with my friend (:
Im tired very very tired le please !
My heart get hurt again.
Sorry to myself , dont know how to protect myself.
You get "IT" and you throw me.
Fine ! you are same like others boys too.
finally i know (:
Need take time to cover it.
hais ~
anyway , this game !
you are the winner.
You make me love you deeply and deeply.
And i'm the loser .
