hey guys !
meet you all again (:
actually wanna share it last night .
but really no mood even no energy to type here .
I'm really suffer much . LAST NIGHT . (:
yesterday i out and im really happy that we better le.
cause you no training le.
And only left these few days you can accompany me.
And i think saturday start then you will be very very very busy le ?
Hm.. but then at night. i reached my others cousin house.
We still laugh here laugh there with my cousin (:
And i sms with you. It make me feel happy more.
Because you're accompany me.
Then i told you i want to webcam with you when i backkk.
But then what you answer me ?
'see first la. maybe i have out.'
Hmm. when i see this sentence .
My mood direct down until i act smile act im happy when chit chat with cousin.
because if i direct change they will ask me (:
Then i start say you.
Keppp say this say that .
Say that you promised me you will sleep b4 12am.
But you break promise.
Then you just apologise.
But how is my mood do you know it ?
i think.... you dont know ?
it's ok never mind ba !
then we start quarrel.
And i say forget i ever say dont wanna control you.
Im reallyyyy forget about it.
Maybe already xi guan.
But you say you feel sad when i say i dont wanna control you.
But if i control you , you say me control you.
My soi yong start again.
then , you tell me what i should do la ?
This cannot that cannot .
Hmm.
Then we stop .
and my dad say put my phone at my cousin there.
Hmm.. my phone sick le.
Then i let my phone leave me without telling him.
I reached home.
Is really tired much.
After done all things.
everyone close light sleep.
and me open my laptop and on9.
But then im shocked when you find me and tell me you're back.
That time you invite me open webcam and im playing game.
I accept it and i cannot see your msg cause i cannot stop the game.
After finished it then i read it .
You close it and from your word i feel you're sad ?
That only the feelings i found in your word.
But i dont know it's true or not ?
Hmm. then we chat .
And i say i wan to solve the problem.
we start say .
And your every word hurt me and hurt me non- stop .
Even im hurt much i dont wanna listen i wan to stop it.
But i keeepp control myself and i wan to continue it cause i wan to solve.
When chatting with you my tears keppp falling down.
My heart keeppp bleeding blood.
do you know how is the feelings ?
You say this to me.
'i wan do what i wan. i wan out then out . i wan late sleep then late sleep. this you let me and others i follow you'
Have a couple will say these word to their partner?!
Hmm. when i see this ~ what i feel ?
Im not a gf for you in your heart.
Maybe im just a very very stupid girl.
your every word just hurt me deep and deep.
You say you cannot give me happiness .
You say you cannot give me blessful.
alright ~
you say you just telling me but no others mean.
You make me feel.
You want to leave me.
LEAVE ME !
LEAVE ME !
oh well .
after that .
I just follow what you want.
cause i always scare to lost you.
always and always .
So i justt keeppp follow what you wan and always let you.
I love you so much.
What choice ?
Just accpet you are this type of guy la !
Hm..
I say , angry , heart pain , disappointed.
Never mind.
The importance is you happyy.
But i think our love will become very worse than b4.
because our love become a selfish love.
And selfish love never never will happy and blissful.
our love between us just because a word freedom and care become worse and worse.
You say you know i care you scare you have anythings happen when you out at night.
You say dont worry you know how to take care yourself.
But we are justtt normal human.
We cannot know what happen the next.
Even you take care yourself.
But accident always happen like this without giving people an alert.
so even you say dont worry i still worry.
You are the one i love so much.
how come i can put 100 heart just let you always out until tooo late.
And late sleeeppp really not good for you.
You already 18 years old.
should know how to think mature le.
sorry for say like this.
Just hope you understand it.
you know ?
i can do everythings for you.
if i can.
just what i hope ?
You happy and enjoy your life.
I hope i can be a good gf for you.
In your mind im a gf who will giving more loves to you.
And giving more cares for you.
From the day i fall in love with you until now.
I keepp on practice myself.
Keep learn things and read your mind.
I think i have improve a bit bit .
But last night from your word.
Finally i know.
Im still the same like last time.
No any improve and become more worse.
awwwww !
Im really feel disappointed on myself.
Sorry guy im still cannot be a gf for a boys.
I know (:
Just forgive me.
waste your times together with me.
waste alot money for me.
Is really sorry much.
Last night ,
In my mind just
'nelson lo leaving me soon'
the word keep appear in my mind and i cannot shake it out .
well.
Just nothing to say about it le la (:
The things i need to do just follow what you wan.
And it's also the only things i can do and nothing ^^
Today i went to a very special gift shop.
The gift shop just very nice and cute (:
when i go in then i dont feel wan to out from there le.
I saw a lot special things from there.
And many things is make by themselves.
awwwww !
When i saw that.
I feel quite special . cause i can D I Y myself.
Then the first i think is you you you.
just shhhh ~
nothing to continue le.
My heart just broken much.
And i just can cover it with my tears.
this is what i choose for.
And i cannot blame you or others (:
aiks ~
stop here la.
anyway just wan to say
I do love you so much my beloved (:
meet you all again (:
actually wanna share it last night .
but really no mood even no energy to type here .
I'm really suffer much . LAST NIGHT . (:
yesterday i out and im really happy that we better le.
cause you no training le.
And only left these few days you can accompany me.
And i think saturday start then you will be very very very busy le ?
Hm.. but then at night. i reached my others cousin house.
We still laugh here laugh there with my cousin (:
And i sms with you. It make me feel happy more.
Because you're accompany me.
Then i told you i want to webcam with you when i backkk.
But then what you answer me ?
'see first la. maybe i have out.'
Hmm. when i see this sentence .
My mood direct down until i act smile act im happy when chit chat with cousin.
because if i direct change they will ask me (:
Then i start say you.
Keppp say this say that .
Say that you promised me you will sleep b4 12am.
But you break promise.
Then you just apologise.
But how is my mood do you know it ?
i think.... you dont know ?
it's ok never mind ba !
then we start quarrel.
And i say forget i ever say dont wanna control you.
Im reallyyyy forget about it.
Maybe already xi guan.
But you say you feel sad when i say i dont wanna control you.
But if i control you , you say me control you.
My soi yong start again.
then , you tell me what i should do la ?
This cannot that cannot .
Hmm.
Then we stop .
and my dad say put my phone at my cousin there.
Hmm.. my phone sick le.
Then i let my phone leave me without telling him.
I reached home.
Is really tired much.
After done all things.
everyone close light sleep.
and me open my laptop and on9.
But then im shocked when you find me and tell me you're back.
That time you invite me open webcam and im playing game.
I accept it and i cannot see your msg cause i cannot stop the game.
After finished it then i read it .
You close it and from your word i feel you're sad ?
That only the feelings i found in your word.
But i dont know it's true or not ?
Hmm. then we chat .
And i say i wan to solve the problem.
we start say .
And your every word hurt me and hurt me non- stop .
Even im hurt much i dont wanna listen i wan to stop it.
But i keeepp control myself and i wan to continue it cause i wan to solve.
When chatting with you my tears keppp falling down.
My heart keeppp bleeding blood.
do you know how is the feelings ?
You say this to me.
'i wan do what i wan. i wan out then out . i wan late sleep then late sleep. this you let me and others i follow you'
Have a couple will say these word to their partner?!
Hmm. when i see this ~ what i feel ?
Im not a gf for you in your heart.
Maybe im just a very very stupid girl.
your every word just hurt me deep and deep.
You say you cannot give me happiness .
You say you cannot give me blessful.
alright ~
you say you just telling me but no others mean.
You make me feel.
You want to leave me.
LEAVE ME !
LEAVE ME !
oh well .
after that .
I just follow what you want.
cause i always scare to lost you.
always and always .
So i justt keeppp follow what you wan and always let you.
I love you so much.
What choice ?
Just accpet you are this type of guy la !
Hm..
I say , angry , heart pain , disappointed.
Never mind.
The importance is you happyy.
But i think our love will become very worse than b4.
because our love become a selfish love.
And selfish love never never will happy and blissful.
our love between us just because a word freedom and care become worse and worse.
You say you know i care you scare you have anythings happen when you out at night.
You say dont worry you know how to take care yourself.
But we are justtt normal human.
We cannot know what happen the next.
Even you take care yourself.
But accident always happen like this without giving people an alert.
so even you say dont worry i still worry.
You are the one i love so much.
how come i can put 100 heart just let you always out until tooo late.
And late sleeeppp really not good for you.
You already 18 years old.
should know how to think mature le.
sorry for say like this.
Just hope you understand it.
you know ?
i can do everythings for you.
if i can.
just what i hope ?
You happy and enjoy your life.
I hope i can be a good gf for you.
In your mind im a gf who will giving more loves to you.
And giving more cares for you.
From the day i fall in love with you until now.
I keepp on practice myself.
Keep learn things and read your mind.
I think i have improve a bit bit .
But last night from your word.
Finally i know.
Im still the same like last time.
No any improve and become more worse.
awwwww !
Im really feel disappointed on myself.
Sorry guy im still cannot be a gf for a boys.
I know (:
Just forgive me.
waste your times together with me.
waste alot money for me.
Is really sorry much.
Last night ,
In my mind just
'nelson lo leaving me soon'
the word keep appear in my mind and i cannot shake it out .
well.
Just nothing to say about it le la (:
The things i need to do just follow what you wan.
And it's also the only things i can do and nothing ^^
Today i went to a very special gift shop.
The gift shop just very nice and cute (:
when i go in then i dont feel wan to out from there le.
I saw a lot special things from there.
And many things is make by themselves.
awwwww !
When i saw that.
I feel quite special . cause i can D I Y myself.
Then the first i think is you you you.
just shhhh ~
nothing to continue le.
My heart just broken much.
And i just can cover it with my tears.
this is what i choose for.
And i cannot blame you or others (:
aiks ~
stop here la.
anyway just wan to say
I do love you so much my beloved (:
