Last night cried
I dont even know how to control myself.
I'm just like a crazy girl Dont know what myself done .
I done such stupid things .
sms with you suddenly our topic become very serious .
no any kidding or smile.
I told you I miss you .
And you said i change topic about dint answer you
why i dont like you to say sorry to me .
Then i said you dont understand .
You replied me.
"i know you very miss me , me also miss you, but can how ?me everyday also think wan go find you but me dont know how go.what i do ?everytime you say me dont know , then how you know me dont know ?"
When i saw this message .
I stop for a while .
I dont know what to reply .
And because this , i feel that i always think about myself and dint even think about you .
I feel that I'm really useless much .
I dont understand you , dont know what your feelings dont know your everythings .
When we sms , i keep on crying .
It's really suffer much .
Heart pain untill i wan to hurt myself.
Really feel suffer much without hurting myself with heart pain.
I just beat my hand untill i feel my hand is pain .
And feel better much .
But you told me dont do anythings that hurt myself.
Sorry baby , i know you care for me .
This morning , i just send a message for you .
Called you help me to sms that guy call him dnt to disturb me again .
But im shocked cause you so fast replied.
It's just 10am++
Then you asked me can dont treat you like that ?
and we are friend or what ?
You said you feel like i treat you not as a lover.
When i saw it .
I stop a while.
Im looking at the word standing outside the shop.
waiting for my friend .
They talked to me .
and i just act im smiling .
And dint talked much .
They asked me am i sick ?
Yes , im sick .
My heart is sick . T______T
But then , you forgive me .
When im awake.
I feel that im really too over .
Thankss for asking me the question baby .
Thankss for make me awake.
if not i think im still doing the wrong things to hurt you .
baby , from here i know that how much u love me , you care me.
I really feel touched .
Im happy that you are belongs to me .
Sometimes , look at the picture that you kiss me .
I feel like wan to cry with my happiness.
Because i looking at your face in the picture .
I can feel that you really siak me .
I can feel it .
tats why my tears always drop down when i miss you and looking at the pic .
already 13 days we dint meet .
I miss you a lot !
Feel like wan to hug you and kiss you .
I love you .
If you're beside me now .
Then good le. T_______T
When just can meet you my sweetheart ?
I really miss you so much as i cannot imagine .
And i wan to say
NOBODY can spoil us . NOBODY CAN !
I love you baby ^^
Mwuahs .
I dont even know how to control myself.
I'm just like a crazy girl Dont know what myself done .
I done such stupid things .
sms with you suddenly our topic become very serious .
no any kidding or smile.
I told you I miss you .
And you said i change topic about dint answer you
why i dont like you to say sorry to me .
Then i said you dont understand .
You replied me.
"i know you very miss me , me also miss you, but can how ?me everyday also think wan go find you but me dont know how go.what i do ?everytime you say me dont know , then how you know me dont know ?"
When i saw this message .
I stop for a while .
I dont know what to reply .
And because this , i feel that i always think about myself and dint even think about you .
I feel that I'm really useless much .
I dont understand you , dont know what your feelings dont know your everythings .
When we sms , i keep on crying .
It's really suffer much .
Heart pain untill i wan to hurt myself.
Really feel suffer much without hurting myself with heart pain.
I just beat my hand untill i feel my hand is pain .
And feel better much .
But you told me dont do anythings that hurt myself.
Sorry baby , i know you care for me .
This morning , i just send a message for you .
Called you help me to sms that guy call him dnt to disturb me again .
But im shocked cause you so fast replied.
It's just 10am++
Then you asked me can dont treat you like that ?
and we are friend or what ?
You said you feel like i treat you not as a lover.
When i saw it .
I stop a while.
Im looking at the word standing outside the shop.
waiting for my friend .
They talked to me .
and i just act im smiling .
And dint talked much .
They asked me am i sick ?
Yes , im sick .
My heart is sick . T______T
But then , you forgive me .
When im awake.
I feel that im really too over .
Thankss for asking me the question baby .
Thankss for make me awake.
if not i think im still doing the wrong things to hurt you .
baby , from here i know that how much u love me , you care me.
I really feel touched .
Im happy that you are belongs to me .
Sometimes , look at the picture that you kiss me .
I feel like wan to cry with my happiness.
Because i looking at your face in the picture .
I can feel that you really siak me .
I can feel it .
tats why my tears always drop down when i miss you and looking at the pic .
already 13 days we dint meet .
I miss you a lot !
Feel like wan to hug you and kiss you .
I love you .
If you're beside me now .
Then good le. T_______T
When just can meet you my sweetheart ?
I really miss you so much as i cannot imagine .
And i wan to say
NOBODY can spoil us . NOBODY CAN !
I love you baby ^^
Mwuahs .
