I hate myself

今天突然很想用华文来描述我自己的心情

我很不了解我自己，也不了解你

我不了解我们之间还需要给与对方什么

有时候故意闹脾气是为了要你哄

有时候假装我很好我没事

是为了避免你会讨厌闹脾气的我

虽然有时候我很想在对你好一点

成熟一点，理智一点

可是我却很难控制我自己

我喜欢被你哄，被你疼

因为这样我就可以感觉到我自己很想能幸福

可是你说过如果我没说你不知道我要的是什么

有时候不是我不说，而是希望你能知道我在想什么

我要的是什么

我觉得自己很自私，每一次对你不好

都只是为了想要你哄我，希望得到你的哄就可以开心一点

其实我很讨厌这样的自己

我很看不起这样的自己

我跟你说过很多次

我想改，我要做一个对你来说很好的女朋友

可是我却一次比一次更惨

没有改，而且还是一个没用的女朋友

但是，有时候

我却很羡慕我自己

羡慕自己，有一个像你这样的男朋友

你总是容易的就原谅我

我做错事，反而是你来安慰我

跟我说，没事了，不要想太多，忘记吧

有时候，真的觉得自己不配得到爱

也不配爱一个人

尤其是像你这样容忍我的人

我跟你说对不起

可是我觉得这样并不够

对不起

对不起

我很讨厌“对不起”这三个字

虽然我能做的只有跟你说这三个字

可是我还是很讨厌

因为每一次的对不起都让你容易的原谅我

让我再犯同样的错 说同样的对不起

其实曾经有很多次我想过要放弃

放弃这段我很重视的感情

因为我不想你一直被这样不理智的我

弄得很辛苦 很不开心

可是自己却很不舍得，我...还是自私了

每一次想到自己怎样对你

都会哭，都会想说对不起

可是对不起并没有用

那只是礼貌性的一句话

却不能弥补我们所做过的错事

我很爱哭 虽然有时候知道你是在开玩笑

可是我的心还是顽皮的痛，眼泪也顽皮的留下来

我觉得自己很没用

我觉得在这段感情里付出最多的是你，不是我

我真的不知道我还可以做什么

出了道歉，我还能做什么吗？

退出，会不会对你好一点？

至少，你不会因为我不开心，烦恼

至少....你还有机会，找到一个会珍惜你，对你好的人

甚至比我爱你的人

baby~

Im sorry about what i've done to you .

Im really not a good girl Friend .

I love you so much .

But , i dont know how to appreciate you

Appreciate d love that you give me.

Appreciate d care from you.

I hope that you can scold me

I wont blame you .

And maybe i will feel better ?

Baby i love you too much .

Because love too much

So become not intelligent in love .

Become very useless.

爱得太深，让我变了样

爱得太深，让我心疼

爱得太深，让我变得自私

但是，爱你太深，我没后悔

爱你太深 ， 我觉得很值得

现在的我，很像紧紧地抱着你

我很想你，真的很想你

T.T

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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4month♥

i love you baby .

Glad to be with you .

Thankss for your care and love between this 4 month

and sorry for i done wrong things to make u

angry sad disappointed and so on,

i will appreciate our love .

and try my best to ptotect our love

dont been spoil by u or me or either others ppl.

I love you so much baby .

Mwuahs

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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Tomorrow ♥ F R I D A Y

Tomorrow .

Is we together 4month .

waoo ~

Im really feel happy that we can pass 4 month .

I never with my bf pass 4 month d.

He is d first (:

Thankss my darling (:

And i love you too .

Tomorrow is public holiday .

So can early back.

6.30pm then can back derh .

Actually decide meet my baby derh .

Together go watch movie .

Cause i really do miss him a lot.

Really so long din't meet you le ):

But then , you cannot out .

You need to training .

Awww !

It's ok (:

So next time la.

Aiks ~

Tomorrow early back home have a rest lu (:

And i knew somethings this morning .

My friends is in a relationship.

F I N A L L Y .

You can really have a partner to take care of you .

(:

happy to hear that Ting ~

Hope you happy to be with him.

And pass your happy life with him.

Hold his hand tight and be a good gf for him ^^

Finally you can put down all those sad memories.

Happy with it .

Congratulation ^^

And thankss for letting me know this .

Must blessful ya ^^

+u .

Well, nothing can say le .

tats all for today ^^

Good night everybody

Sweet Dream.

^^

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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NOBODY can spoil us . NOBODY CAN !

Last night cried

I dont even know how to control myself.

I'm just like a crazy girl Dont know what myself done .

I done such stupid things .

sms with you suddenly our topic become very serious .

no any kidding or smile.

I told you I miss you .

And you said i change topic about dint answer you

why i dont like you to say sorry to me .

Then i said you dont understand .

You replied me.

"i know you very miss me , me also miss you, but can how ?me everyday also think wan go find you but me dont know how go.what i do ?everytime you say me dont know , then how you know me dont know ?"

When i saw this message .

I stop for a while .

I dont know what to reply .

And because this , i feel that i always think about myself and dint even think about you .

I feel that I'm really useless much .

I dont understand you , dont know what your feelings dont know your everythings .

When we sms , i keep on crying .

It's really suffer much .

Heart pain untill i wan to hurt myself.

Really feel suffer much without hurting myself with heart pain.

I just beat my hand untill i feel my hand is pain .

And feel better much .

But you told me dont do anythings that hurt myself.

Sorry baby , i know you care for me .

This morning , i just send a message for you .

Called you help me to sms that guy call him dnt to disturb me again .

But im shocked cause you so fast replied.

It's just 10am++

Then you asked me can dont treat you like that ?

and we are friend or what ?

You said you feel like i treat you not as a lover.

When i saw it .

I stop a while.

Im looking at the word standing outside the shop.

waiting for my friend .

They talked to me .

and i just act im smiling .

And dint talked much .

They asked me am i sick ?

Yes , im sick .

My heart is sick . T______T

But then , you forgive me .

When im awake.

I feel that im really too over .

Thankss for asking me the question baby .

Thankss for make me awake.

if not i think im still doing the wrong things to hurt you .

baby , from here i know that how much u love me , you care me.

I really feel touched .

Im happy that you are belongs to me .

Sometimes , look at the picture that you kiss me .

I feel like wan to cry with my happiness.

Because i looking at your face in the picture .

I can feel that you really siak me .

I can feel it .

tats why my tears always drop down when i miss you and looking at the pic .

already 13 days we dint meet .

I miss you a lot !

Feel like wan to hug you and kiss you .

I love you .

If you're beside me now .

Then good le. T_______T

When just can meet you my sweetheart ?

I really miss you so much as i cannot imagine .

And i wan to say

NOBODY can spoil us . NOBODY CAN !

I love you baby ^^

Mwuahs .

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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Thankss baby

Last night really sorry to my baby .

I talked about him with you again .

Because i think that i am your gf i should tell u that .

But i dont know it will make you.. become like this .

You said it to me.

'讲真一句，我真的很怕你会跟他去喝茶很怕你的安全，我更怕会失去你，希望你明白'

When i saw it ~

waoo !

tears wan to drop down .

I know that you really care for me and love me .

Thankss alot baby .

Mwuahs ~

I love you

I tell you that i wont out with boys if you're not with me.

And my mum say it to me too .

So trust me ba baby .

(:

Dont worry you will lost me .

Because i love you very much and dont wanna leave you (:

hao ba ~

anyway i hope can fast fast meet baby .

I miss him a lot .

wan to hug him tight tight (:

And kiss him (:

Mwuahs

hehe

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you.At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged.You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. last beverage= chinese tea peng XD
2. last phone call = Stephanie ^^
3. last text message = my Sweetheart ♥
4. last song you listened to = 约定
5. last time you cried = last night (:
HAVE YOU EVER:

6. dated someone twice = Yea (:
7. been cheated on = Yesh~ sure
8. kissed someone & regretted it = nope. (:
9. lost someone special = er, i think now dont have .
10. been depressed = of cause lur
11. been drunk and threw up = Never

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
purple;black;white

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend = yesh . alot
16. Fallen out of love = of cause :)
17. Laughed until you cried = nope
18. Met someone who changed you = Yea, my sweetheart (:
19. Found out who your true friends were = ying & michelle
20. Found out someone was talking about you = talking bout me ?
21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = er.. my sweetheart ?

GENERAL:

22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = alot wei . xD
24. Do you have any pets = Nope . I dont like pet
25. Do you want to change your name = yesh . I not really like it maybe cause of ppl keep playing with my name.

26. What did you do for your last birthday = er. nope. just having romantic birth with my baby .
27. What time did you wake up today = around 9am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = talking phone with my Baby <3 for =" my" mother =" just" life =" er.." now =" nothing" tom =" no" now ="how" webpage =" facebook," now =" The" nicknames =" Mrs." status =" in" sign =" sagittarius" school =" sm" colour =" Black." short =" Short" height =" im" someone =" Have" yourself =" all" piercings =" of" tattoos =" Nope." lefty =" righty" surgery =" Never" piercing =" err" friend =" Michelle" kiss =" My" vacation =" er.." crush =" Desmond" style="font-weight: bold;">RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating = nothing
60. Drinking = nothing
61. I'm about to = done this
62. Listening to = nothing

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? = Sure
65. Get married = Yesh (: with my lover
66. Career = depends

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes = eyes
68. Hugs or kisses = both
69. Shorter or taller = er.. taller?
70. Older or Younger = younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous = Romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = er.. arms?
73. Sensitive or loud = sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship = relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger = NO !
77. Drank hard liquor = NO!
78. Lost glasses/contacts = yesh ?
79. Sex on first date = No & Never
80. Broken someone's heart = yes i think
81. Had your own heart broken = Sure
82. Been arrested = no
83. Turned someone down = yes maybe.
84. Cried when someone died = yesh
85. Fallen for a friend? = er.. yesh ?

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = sometimes
87. Miracles = sometimes.
88. Love at first sight = hmm Yesh ;)
89. Heaven = yesh.
90. Santa Claus = Nope
91. Kiss on the first date = No
92. Angels = NO

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

93. Had more than one bf/gf?= Confirm NO
95. Did you sing today? = yesh
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = yesh
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? = When I'm still a kid. The life is kinda enjoy (:
98. Are you afraid of falling in love with somebody else? = No
100. Posting this as 100 truths? = Oh Yesh (:


People I tag:
- Michelle
-Ying
-Xiao Yang
-Caris
-Cindy
-Panda
-Lisa
-Yen Ling
-LeeTing

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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Want to be prefect gf for you

Hais ~

few days no update blog.

Today update then wanna share my sad things .

hais ~

i quite shock when you like this.

yea right ~

he chase me .

But ,

I dint say that i gonna accept him as my bf .

And betray you or some more.

I still tell you that

Dont care him i Love you Then ok le .

But at last what you say ?

Dont wanna quarrel.

I dint think that wan to quarrel with you ?!

even you wan and dont mean that i want it happen .

It's really waste my energy and spoil our gan qing .

These few days i keep tell myself.

Less to quarrel with you and try to ti liang you more.

So even you done somethings make me feel sad or either disappointed

I just act nothings and say It's ok never mind forget it .

And i really dont think about it and forget it .

Cause I want to be a perfect gf .

Even not 100% but at least for you Im a good gf .

But why ? u still make me .. hais i dont know how to describe it .

My sweetheart ! please . Forget it .

It's really nothing for a guy chase me .

Because I dont love him and i dont think wan to care about his things .

I already decide dont to reply him and so on .

Even now you really dont mind it .

But i still will do that .

Why ?

Because i know i have a bf .

A bf who loves me and also the same i Love him.

And i dont think that i need some more friends or either admires .

So Dont worry and please trust your gf ME .

I know your feelings .

You need to calm down .

alright . But do you think about me ?

I will sad too .

Okays ~

why sad ?

Because my bf mind it and you make me feel like you not trust me .

alright ~

hope you will read my post and try to understand it .

Understand how much i love you

and the real heart wan to be a perfect gf FOR YOU.

And have to say sorry to you too.

Sorry for make you dont trust me .

I think it's my problem but not only you .

I dont blame you cause i know i have wrong too.

Maybe i still cannot make you trust me or ?

I dont know .

Just take it easy .

Please.

Good luck for you tomorrow.

Sleep early

When sleep cover blanket dont get cool.

You easy shang feng .

Good night and sweet dream baby .

Mwuahs

I love you more and more.

And

I miss you too.

♥ F R I D A Y

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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Tired and happy ^^

Yesterday work ~

Damn boring de wei !

even know 6.30 can cl0se sh0p le.

But feel that the time pass very slow . ):

Then keep walk here walk there .

To pass the time.

Finally 6.30 !

hahaha !

Then wait my aunt come fetch me with my biao jie and biao ge (:

miss them alot .

long time no meet ^^

Then we went to warisan and follow the bus go 1b .

They wan go there actually is for watch movie new moon.

And i go there only got one reason .

Not watch movie .

Not see the artist .

But is meet my lover . (:

Miss him very much .

Then 7.30++ we reach here .

Find my baby .

See xia that artist then we beh tahan le.

HOT man ! ==''

Then me and baby go kam tong find his brother lu .

phew ~

dont know where my cousin them.

Lost le ! XD

Then she text me and say they at cinema buy ticket and wait for the time le.

Then i said OK.

because wan to follow my baby ma (:

After that we go POOLZONE.

What to do ?

They sure play and me ?

sitting there and see ! XD

tou pai my baby . make him can't concentrate .

hahaha !

Then wong po come and find me .

We talk alot of things .

Feel pity to her . but i cannot do what .

Just can try to console her and an wei her lu .

When she talk about that .

Break promise between me and her

(who at there , sure know what im talking about .)

Then i changed !

I let her ~ but then baby follow me and an wei me.

But change he unhappy .

Cause he doesn't wan see me cry or unhappy .

Thankss baby (:

Mwuahs ~

baby console me too .

Then i try to accept it and let it be .

(:

After that baby play pool again .

That time sitting on sofa .

I'm really tired much le.

Early morning wake.

Work then direct go there and without any REST !

waoo !

Then baby think i angry .

But , i din't

And i promised u le baby (:

Mwuahs ~

I wont break promise derh ^^

Tats all for yesterday la.

hehe (:

share some pic with u all ^^


Nah~when baby playing pool. XD

This is that day out with ying and andy

At 1B

Funny pic ! take by andy ! XD

whooo ~ baby kiss me . hehe (:

When in cinema. ^^
This also in cinema (:

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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Waoo !

First day work .

Actually dont think wanna work le.

But the lao ban niang last night suddenly call me go work .

==''

suan le ba .

Then i go lu .

early morning wake le then prepare wait dad come back pick me .

After that i reach kara .

All shop not yet open so i text ivy and walk here walk there .

Then i saw stephanie then acc her go buy breakfast ^^

Then go shop and start work.

When morning quite boring de.

when afternoon start busy and make the new stock ah bla bla bla .

Stomach super duper triple hungy .

But i need to finished my work first .

Then 4++ just go buy my lunch .

I saw missed call from baby and his msg .

Sorry baby ~

work le cannot accompany you.

Then when back shop eat lu .

Finished le.

Then work xia .

start boring again .

I walk here walk there .

a while find ivy a while find stephanie .

XD

waste time .

waoo! very fast !

time to back home !

hahaha .

Then called mummy come fetch me and i reached home ^^

Eat , bath , then rest on my bed .

Then on9 le (:

im still waiting for my baby's msg .

He said go bath when im on the way back home.

But until now. he still dint find me.

whootss ?

suan le ba (:

later need early sleep cause tomorrow need work again.

hehe ~

oh ya !

tomorrow need wake my baby up . XD

he need go gotong-royong !

waiya ~ so guai xia . pheewww ^^

nah ~

share my photo with u all (:

when working , too boring take de ^^

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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went to 1b (:

Yesterday went to 1b with baby ying and andy (:

early morning i wake.

then fast fast go my mummy's room find her.

Cause that night dad like dont let me go.

so my mummy say she dont know.

i fast fast go down.

saw my dad eating breakfast and reading newspaper.

Then this is our conversation.

me : daddy , later you borrow mummy car ah . i wan go 1b

dad : borrow car to her ?... Then i use what ? walk ah ? (smile).

me : er..

dad : what time u wan go ?

me : maybe 11 .

dad : kays .

hahaha !

then i fast fast go bath and prepare everythings .

ying still text me and ask how , cause she worry i can't go.

Then i told her everythings is ok le (:

After i finish bath then text mymmy said need go pick my baby .

Then fast fast wake my baby up and call he prepare !

Sorry ah baby . disturb u sleep . ==

When i talking phone with baby , then cousin call me.

and say need go pick him at hotel.

they also wan go 1b .

Then after pick baby then go likas square pick cousin them then go 1b le.

phew~

baby look tired oh. ):

a bit regret called him wake .

Then we went to chicken rice shop.

cousin them wan eat .

me and baby just drink.

I dint feel like wan to eat .

cause if i eat breakfast i will stomach pain .

Then cousin them finished eat le they go first .

me and baby wait ying and andy them first lu .

after that we go buy ticket . watch movie.

Twilight new moon (:

2.20pm start

Then we go bubuland see see xia.

Then need in hall le.

We buy le some food and drinks.

Then go in le.

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When watching movie .

cousin wan go airport le.

They need back to kuching le.

Sad much.

But dint meet them .

So i dint cry.

if not sure i cry de.

Cause she bu de them la ):

last time i cried .

they still keep zat me b4 they go.

haha.

suan le.

I know im really ai ku bao !

XD

When we finished it then help friends solve their back home problem.

==''

waste our time . SHIT !

Then we go eat lu .

chou baby dont eat . ==''

cause of one of our friend need back early .

No choice.

We have to back too.

then back home lu .

Miss my baby alot.

bu she de him la. TT

yerr ~

no baby beside me so boring and lonely de le. ):

if can everyday with baby together then hao lu .

ying also bu she de her bf le.

But she can tahan le. ==

me keep eh eh eh in car .

HAHAHA !

they keep laugh me.

tao yan oh yer ~

hais ~

dont know when can meet baby again .

aiks~

tomorrow maybe i need go work le.

just now The boss suddenly call me and say tomorrow go work.

aiks ~

Got some photo need share with you all ^^

this is B4 out take de ^^

This is take by baby .XD
my face got a bit cacat ==



This also take by baby . ==''

This is me and baby ^^


This is we 4 (:

ying , andy , me , and my lovely baby ^^

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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30nov2009

30nov2009

quarrel with baby .

Cause of i treat him cool again .

why i do that ?

Cause of he dint' reply my message.

I worry him ba actually .

He suddenly no reply will make me worry derh .

Aiks~

Then when he replied he said because he look my message like angry .

When i saw it .

awww !

very sad .

Then i just say sorry to him .

Then no reply him le.

After few minutes he find me and say sorry .

But then i still like this .

Then baby really angry le.

I tam him lu .

He still angry me .

Then i called him.

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After that , you forgive me.

You tell me that

两个人在一起，就是要体谅对方

这样才能长久

I feel touch .

baby ~

Thankss ~

And i love you.

Mwuahs ~

Im glad to be your gf .

really ~!

(:

EmmMuwahss~

Love baby forever ^^

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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