Today,
actually decide wan sleep early.
but, i dint !
because him.
actually when we are sms.
i already feel sleepy much.
but i dint say out.
i just say waiting he back home.
im hungry too.
because everytime when im hungry at midnight then i will sleep.
but i dont care.
after you back home.
we chat.
then from the moment.
i know i should forget it all.
thats really not like you.
just like a people that i first day know him.
and i really shock when the "SECOND" you come out.
i still ask you. "THIS IS REAL YOU?"
luckily you will say NO !
haih ~
i really dont know what to do le.
facing this type of you.
i really feel tired much.
and confused.
but i cannot control you.
because this is your business.
wheter you wan change or not.
i feel that you always cheating on yourself.
but you dont admit it !
well,
it's just up to you.
because i already done what i need to do.
apologise.
cheer you up.
care for you.
but you are still the same.
so, one word.. "TIRED"
im HUMAN too man !
got feelings too.
hope you can think clearly about our relationship.
Because the ball is in your hand now.
what you wan to do the next, it's looking for what you wan.
so think clearly la.
im ok here.
because i really lazy to care about any relation problem.
it's really suffer and tired .
so if can solve then i will use the most easy way to solve.
if cannot then i have to put down.
just let you all do what you all wan.
Before i break the relation with anyone of my friend.
if i have done anythings wrong,
i will apologise first.
just say GOODBYE.
if not, i will feel more confused and suffer.
this is the way i solve the relation problem now.
i just wan a normal life.
i know "QUARREL" is very normal to human.
It's the way make us become mature and get more experience.
so,i have the style to solve my problem.
if you all dont like.
i just can say a "SORRY".
actually decide wan sleep early.
but, i dint !
because him.
actually when we are sms.
i already feel sleepy much.
but i dint say out.
i just say waiting he back home.
im hungry too.
because everytime when im hungry at midnight then i will sleep.
but i dont care.
after you back home.
we chat.
then from the moment.
i know i should forget it all.
thats really not like you.
just like a people that i first day know him.
and i really shock when the "SECOND" you come out.
i still ask you. "THIS IS REAL YOU?"
luckily you will say NO !
haih ~
i really dont know what to do le.
facing this type of you.
i really feel tired much.
and confused.
but i cannot control you.
because this is your business.
wheter you wan change or not.
i feel that you always cheating on yourself.
but you dont admit it !
well,
it's just up to you.
because i already done what i need to do.
apologise.
cheer you up.
care for you.
but you are still the same.
so, one word.. "TIRED"
im HUMAN too man !
got feelings too.
hope you can think clearly about our relationship.
Because the ball is in your hand now.
what you wan to do the next, it's looking for what you wan.
so think clearly la.
im ok here.
because i really lazy to care about any relation problem.
it's really suffer and tired .
so if can solve then i will use the most easy way to solve.
if cannot then i have to put down.
just let you all do what you all wan.
Before i break the relation with anyone of my friend.
if i have done anythings wrong,
i will apologise first.
just say GOODBYE.
if not, i will feel more confused and suffer.
this is the way i solve the relation problem now.
i just wan a normal life.
i know "QUARREL" is very normal to human.
It's the way make us become mature and get more experience.
so,i have the style to solve my problem.
if you all dont like.
i just can say a "SORRY".
