I hate myself

今天突然很想用华文来描述我自己的心情

我很不了解我自己，也不了解你

我不了解我们之间还需要给与对方什么

有时候故意闹脾气是为了要你哄

有时候假装我很好我没事

是为了避免你会讨厌闹脾气的我

虽然有时候我很想在对你好一点

成熟一点，理智一点

可是我却很难控制我自己

我喜欢被你哄，被你疼

因为这样我就可以感觉到我自己很想能幸福

可是你说过如果我没说你不知道我要的是什么

有时候不是我不说，而是希望你能知道我在想什么

我要的是什么

我觉得自己很自私，每一次对你不好

都只是为了想要你哄我，希望得到你的哄就可以开心一点

其实我很讨厌这样的自己

我很看不起这样的自己

我跟你说过很多次

我想改，我要做一个对你来说很好的女朋友

可是我却一次比一次更惨

没有改，而且还是一个没用的女朋友

但是，有时候

我却很羡慕我自己

羡慕自己，有一个像你这样的男朋友

你总是容易的就原谅我

我做错事，反而是你来安慰我

跟我说，没事了，不要想太多，忘记吧

有时候，真的觉得自己不配得到爱

也不配爱一个人

尤其是像你这样容忍我的人

我跟你说对不起

可是我觉得这样并不够

对不起

对不起

我很讨厌“对不起”这三个字

虽然我能做的只有跟你说这三个字

可是我还是很讨厌

因为每一次的对不起都让你容易的原谅我

让我再犯同样的错 说同样的对不起

其实曾经有很多次我想过要放弃

放弃这段我很重视的感情

因为我不想你一直被这样不理智的我

弄得很辛苦 很不开心

可是自己却很不舍得，我...还是自私了

每一次想到自己怎样对你

都会哭，都会想说对不起

可是对不起并没有用

那只是礼貌性的一句话

却不能弥补我们所做过的错事

我很爱哭 虽然有时候知道你是在开玩笑

可是我的心还是顽皮的痛，眼泪也顽皮的留下来

我觉得自己很没用

我觉得在这段感情里付出最多的是你，不是我

我真的不知道我还可以做什么

出了道歉，我还能做什么吗？

退出，会不会对你好一点？

至少，你不会因为我不开心，烦恼

至少....你还有机会，找到一个会珍惜你，对你好的人

甚至比我爱你的人

baby~

Im sorry about what i've done to you .

Im really not a good girl Friend .

I love you so much .

But , i dont know how to appreciate you

Appreciate d love that you give me.

Appreciate d care from you.

I hope that you can scold me

I wont blame you .

And maybe i will feel better ?

Baby i love you too much .

Because love too much

So become not intelligent in love .

Become very useless.

爱得太深，让我变了样

爱得太深，让我心疼

爱得太深，让我变得自私

但是，爱你太深，我没后悔

爱你太深 ， 我觉得很值得

现在的我，很像紧紧地抱着你

我很想你，真的很想你

T.T

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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4month♥

i love you baby .

Glad to be with you .

Thankss for your care and love between this 4 month

and sorry for i done wrong things to make u

angry sad disappointed and so on,

i will appreciate our love .

and try my best to ptotect our love

dont been spoil by u or me or either others ppl.

I love you so much baby .

Mwuahs

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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Tomorrow ♥ F R I D A Y

Tomorrow .

Is we together 4month .

waoo ~

Im really feel happy that we can pass 4 month .

I never with my bf pass 4 month d.

He is d first (:

Thankss my darling (:

And i love you too .

Tomorrow is public holiday .

So can early back.

6.30pm then can back derh .

Actually decide meet my baby derh .

Together go watch movie .

Cause i really do miss him a lot.

Really so long din't meet you le ):

But then , you cannot out .

You need to training .

Awww !

It's ok (:

So next time la.

Aiks ~

Tomorrow early back home have a rest lu (:

And i knew somethings this morning .

My friends is in a relationship.

F I N A L L Y .

You can really have a partner to take care of you .

(:

happy to hear that Ting ~

Hope you happy to be with him.

And pass your happy life with him.

Hold his hand tight and be a good gf for him ^^

Finally you can put down all those sad memories.

Happy with it .

Congratulation ^^

And thankss for letting me know this .

Must blessful ya ^^

+u .

Well, nothing can say le .

tats all for today ^^

Good night everybody

Sweet Dream.

^^

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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NOBODY can spoil us . NOBODY CAN !

Last night cried

I dont even know how to control myself.

I'm just like a crazy girl Dont know what myself done .

I done such stupid things .

sms with you suddenly our topic become very serious .

no any kidding or smile.

I told you I miss you .

And you said i change topic about dint answer you

why i dont like you to say sorry to me .

Then i said you dont understand .

You replied me.

"i know you very miss me , me also miss you, but can how ?me everyday also think wan go find you but me dont know how go.what i do ?everytime you say me dont know , then how you know me dont know ?"

When i saw this message .

I stop for a while .

I dont know what to reply .

And because this , i feel that i always think about myself and dint even think about you .

I feel that I'm really useless much .

I dont understand you , dont know what your feelings dont know your everythings .

When we sms , i keep on crying .

It's really suffer much .

Heart pain untill i wan to hurt myself.

Really feel suffer much without hurting myself with heart pain.

I just beat my hand untill i feel my hand is pain .

And feel better much .

But you told me dont do anythings that hurt myself.

Sorry baby , i know you care for me .

This morning , i just send a message for you .

Called you help me to sms that guy call him dnt to disturb me again .

But im shocked cause you so fast replied.

It's just 10am++

Then you asked me can dont treat you like that ?

and we are friend or what ?

You said you feel like i treat you not as a lover.

When i saw it .

I stop a while.

Im looking at the word standing outside the shop.

waiting for my friend .

They talked to me .

and i just act im smiling .

And dint talked much .

They asked me am i sick ?

Yes , im sick .

My heart is sick . T______T

But then , you forgive me .

When im awake.

I feel that im really too over .

Thankss for asking me the question baby .

Thankss for make me awake.

if not i think im still doing the wrong things to hurt you .

baby , from here i know that how much u love me , you care me.

I really feel touched .

Im happy that you are belongs to me .

Sometimes , look at the picture that you kiss me .

I feel like wan to cry with my happiness.

Because i looking at your face in the picture .

I can feel that you really siak me .

I can feel it .

tats why my tears always drop down when i miss you and looking at the pic .

already 13 days we dint meet .

I miss you a lot !

Feel like wan to hug you and kiss you .

I love you .

If you're beside me now .

Then good le. T_______T

When just can meet you my sweetheart ?

I really miss you so much as i cannot imagine .

And i wan to say

NOBODY can spoil us . NOBODY CAN !

I love you baby ^^

Mwuahs .

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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Thankss baby

Last night really sorry to my baby .

I talked about him with you again .

Because i think that i am your gf i should tell u that .

But i dont know it will make you.. become like this .

You said it to me.

'讲真一句，我真的很怕你会跟他去喝茶很怕你的安全，我更怕会失去你，希望你明白'

When i saw it ~

waoo !

tears wan to drop down .

I know that you really care for me and love me .

Thankss alot baby .

Mwuahs ~

I love you

I tell you that i wont out with boys if you're not with me.

And my mum say it to me too .

So trust me ba baby .

(:

Dont worry you will lost me .

Because i love you very much and dont wanna leave you (:

hao ba ~

anyway i hope can fast fast meet baby .

I miss him a lot .

wan to hug him tight tight (:

And kiss him (:

Mwuahs

hehe

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you.At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged.You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. last beverage= chinese tea peng XD
2. last phone call = Stephanie ^^
3. last text message = my Sweetheart ♥
4. last song you listened to = 约定
5. last time you cried = last night (:
HAVE YOU EVER:

6. dated someone twice = Yea (:
7. been cheated on = Yesh~ sure
8. kissed someone & regretted it = nope. (:
9. lost someone special = er, i think now dont have .
10. been depressed = of cause lur
11. been drunk and threw up = Never

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
purple;black;white

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend = yesh . alot
16. Fallen out of love = of cause :)
17. Laughed until you cried = nope
18. Met someone who changed you = Yea, my sweetheart (:
19. Found out who your true friends were = ying & michelle
20. Found out someone was talking about you = talking bout me ?
21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = er.. my sweetheart ?

GENERAL:

22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = alot wei . xD
24. Do you have any pets = Nope . I dont like pet
25. Do you want to change your name = yesh . I not really like it maybe cause of ppl keep playing with my name.

26. What did you do for your last birthday = er. nope. just having romantic birth with my baby .
27. What time did you wake up today = around 9am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = talking phone with my Baby <3 for =" my" mother =" just" life =" er.." now =" nothing" tom =" no" now ="how" webpage =" facebook," now =" The" nicknames =" Mrs." status =" in" sign =" sagittarius" school =" sm" colour =" Black." short =" Short" height =" im" someone =" Have" yourself =" all" piercings =" of" tattoos =" Nope." lefty =" righty" surgery =" Never" piercing =" err" friend =" Michelle" kiss =" My" vacation =" er.." crush =" Desmond" style="font-weight: bold;">RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating = nothing
60. Drinking = nothing
61. I'm about to = done this
62. Listening to = nothing

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? = Sure
65. Get married = Yesh (: with my lover
66. Career = depends

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes = eyes
68. Hugs or kisses = both
69. Shorter or taller = er.. taller?
70. Older or Younger = younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous = Romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = er.. arms?
73. Sensitive or loud = sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship = relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger = NO !
77. Drank hard liquor = NO!
78. Lost glasses/contacts = yesh ?
79. Sex on first date = No & Never
80. Broken someone's heart = yes i think
81. Had your own heart broken = Sure
82. Been arrested = no
83. Turned someone down = yes maybe.
84. Cried when someone died = yesh
85. Fallen for a friend? = er.. yesh ?

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = sometimes
87. Miracles = sometimes.
88. Love at first sight = hmm Yesh ;)
89. Heaven = yesh.
90. Santa Claus = Nope
91. Kiss on the first date = No
92. Angels = NO

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

93. Had more than one bf/gf?= Confirm NO
95. Did you sing today? = yesh
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = yesh
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? = When I'm still a kid. The life is kinda enjoy (:
98. Are you afraid of falling in love with somebody else? = No
100. Posting this as 100 truths? = Oh Yesh (:


People I tag:
- Michelle
-Ying
-Xiao Yang
-Caris
-Cindy
-Panda
-Lisa
-Yen Ling
-LeeTing

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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Want to be prefect gf for you

Hais ~

few days no update blog.

Today update then wanna share my sad things .

hais ~

i quite shock when you like this.

yea right ~

he chase me .

But ,

I dint say that i gonna accept him as my bf .

And betray you or some more.

I still tell you that

Dont care him i Love you Then ok le .

But at last what you say ?

Dont wanna quarrel.

I dint think that wan to quarrel with you ?!

even you wan and dont mean that i want it happen .

It's really waste my energy and spoil our gan qing .

These few days i keep tell myself.

Less to quarrel with you and try to ti liang you more.

So even you done somethings make me feel sad or either disappointed

I just act nothings and say It's ok never mind forget it .

And i really dont think about it and forget it .

Cause I want to be a perfect gf .

Even not 100% but at least for you Im a good gf .

But why ? u still make me .. hais i dont know how to describe it .

My sweetheart ! please . Forget it .

It's really nothing for a guy chase me .

Because I dont love him and i dont think wan to care about his things .

I already decide dont to reply him and so on .

Even now you really dont mind it .

But i still will do that .

Why ?

Because i know i have a bf .

A bf who loves me and also the same i Love him.

And i dont think that i need some more friends or either admires .

So Dont worry and please trust your gf ME .

I know your feelings .

You need to calm down .

alright . But do you think about me ?

I will sad too .

Okays ~

why sad ?

Because my bf mind it and you make me feel like you not trust me .

alright ~

hope you will read my post and try to understand it .

Understand how much i love you

and the real heart wan to be a perfect gf FOR YOU.

And have to say sorry to you too.

Sorry for make you dont trust me .

I think it's my problem but not only you .

I dont blame you cause i know i have wrong too.

Maybe i still cannot make you trust me or ?

I dont know .

Just take it easy .

Please.

Good luck for you tomorrow.

Sleep early

When sleep cover blanket dont get cool.

You easy shang feng .

Good night and sweet dream baby .

Mwuahs

I love you more and more.

And

I miss you too.

♥ F R I D A Y

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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Tired and happy ^^

Yesterday work ~

Damn boring de wei !

even know 6.30 can cl0se sh0p le.

But feel that the time pass very slow . ):

Then keep walk here walk there .

To pass the time.

Finally 6.30 !

hahaha !

Then wait my aunt come fetch me with my biao jie and biao ge (:

miss them alot .

long time no meet ^^

Then we went to warisan and follow the bus go 1b .

They wan go there actually is for watch movie new moon.

And i go there only got one reason .

Not watch movie .

Not see the artist .

But is meet my lover . (:

Miss him very much .

Then 7.30++ we reach here .

Find my baby .

See xia that artist then we beh tahan le.

HOT man ! ==''

Then me and baby go kam tong find his brother lu .

phew ~

dont know where my cousin them.

Lost le ! XD

Then she text me and say they at cinema buy ticket and wait for the time le.

Then i said OK.

because wan to follow my baby ma (:

After that we go POOLZONE.

What to do ?

They sure play and me ?

sitting there and see ! XD

tou pai my baby . make him can't concentrate .

hahaha !

Then wong po come and find me .

We talk alot of things .

Feel pity to her . but i cannot do what .

Just can try to console her and an wei her lu .

When she talk about that .

Break promise between me and her

(who at there , sure know what im talking about .)

Then i changed !

I let her ~ but then baby follow me and an wei me.

But change he unhappy .

Cause he doesn't wan see me cry or unhappy .

Thankss baby (:

Mwuahs ~

baby console me too .

Then i try to accept it and let it be .

(:

After that baby play pool again .

That time sitting on sofa .

I'm really tired much le.

Early morning wake.

Work then direct go there and without any REST !

waoo !

Then baby think i angry .

But , i din't

And i promised u le baby (:

Mwuahs ~

I wont break promise derh ^^

Tats all for yesterday la.

hehe (:

share some pic with u all ^^


Nah~when baby playing pool. XD

This is that day out with ying and andy

At 1B

Funny pic ! take by andy ! XD

whooo ~ baby kiss me . hehe (:

When in cinema. ^^
This also in cinema (:

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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Waoo !

First day work .

Actually dont think wanna work le.

But the lao ban niang last night suddenly call me go work .

==''

suan le ba .

Then i go lu .

early morning wake le then prepare wait dad come back pick me .

After that i reach kara .

All shop not yet open so i text ivy and walk here walk there .

Then i saw stephanie then acc her go buy breakfast ^^

Then go shop and start work.

When morning quite boring de.

when afternoon start busy and make the new stock ah bla bla bla .

Stomach super duper triple hungy .

But i need to finished my work first .

Then 4++ just go buy my lunch .

I saw missed call from baby and his msg .

Sorry baby ~

work le cannot accompany you.

Then when back shop eat lu .

Finished le.

Then work xia .

start boring again .

I walk here walk there .

a while find ivy a while find stephanie .

XD

waste time .

waoo! very fast !

time to back home !

hahaha .

Then called mummy come fetch me and i reached home ^^

Eat , bath , then rest on my bed .

Then on9 le (:

im still waiting for my baby's msg .

He said go bath when im on the way back home.

But until now. he still dint find me.

whootss ?

suan le ba (:

later need early sleep cause tomorrow need work again.

hehe ~

oh ya !

tomorrow need wake my baby up . XD

he need go gotong-royong !

waiya ~ so guai xia . pheewww ^^

nah ~

share my photo with u all (:

when working , too boring take de ^^

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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went to 1b (:

Yesterday went to 1b with baby ying and andy (:

early morning i wake.

then fast fast go my mummy's room find her.

Cause that night dad like dont let me go.

so my mummy say she dont know.

i fast fast go down.

saw my dad eating breakfast and reading newspaper.

Then this is our conversation.

me : daddy , later you borrow mummy car ah . i wan go 1b

dad : borrow car to her ?... Then i use what ? walk ah ? (smile).

me : er..

dad : what time u wan go ?

me : maybe 11 .

dad : kays .

hahaha !

then i fast fast go bath and prepare everythings .

ying still text me and ask how , cause she worry i can't go.

Then i told her everythings is ok le (:

After i finish bath then text mymmy said need go pick my baby .

Then fast fast wake my baby up and call he prepare !

Sorry ah baby . disturb u sleep . ==

When i talking phone with baby , then cousin call me.

and say need go pick him at hotel.

they also wan go 1b .

Then after pick baby then go likas square pick cousin them then go 1b le.

phew~

baby look tired oh. ):

a bit regret called him wake .

Then we went to chicken rice shop.

cousin them wan eat .

me and baby just drink.

I dint feel like wan to eat .

cause if i eat breakfast i will stomach pain .

Then cousin them finished eat le they go first .

me and baby wait ying and andy them first lu .

after that we go buy ticket . watch movie.

Twilight new moon (:

2.20pm start

Then we go bubuland see see xia.

Then need in hall le.

We buy le some food and drinks.

Then go in le.

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When watching movie .

cousin wan go airport le.

They need back to kuching le.

Sad much.

But dint meet them .

So i dint cry.

if not sure i cry de.

Cause she bu de them la ):

last time i cried .

they still keep zat me b4 they go.

haha.

suan le.

I know im really ai ku bao !

XD

When we finished it then help friends solve their back home problem.

==''

waste our time . SHIT !

Then we go eat lu .

chou baby dont eat . ==''

cause of one of our friend need back early .

No choice.

We have to back too.

then back home lu .

Miss my baby alot.

bu she de him la. TT

yerr ~

no baby beside me so boring and lonely de le. ):

if can everyday with baby together then hao lu .

ying also bu she de her bf le.

But she can tahan le. ==

me keep eh eh eh in car .

HAHAHA !

they keep laugh me.

tao yan oh yer ~

hais ~

dont know when can meet baby again .

aiks~

tomorrow maybe i need go work le.

just now The boss suddenly call me and say tomorrow go work.

aiks ~

Got some photo need share with you all ^^

this is B4 out take de ^^

This is take by baby .XD
my face got a bit cacat ==



This also take by baby . ==''

This is me and baby ^^


This is we 4 (:

ying , andy , me , and my lovely baby ^^

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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30nov2009

30nov2009

quarrel with baby .

Cause of i treat him cool again .

why i do that ?

Cause of he dint' reply my message.

I worry him ba actually .

He suddenly no reply will make me worry derh .

Aiks~

Then when he replied he said because he look my message like angry .

When i saw it .

awww !

very sad .

Then i just say sorry to him .

Then no reply him le.

After few minutes he find me and say sorry .

But then i still like this .

Then baby really angry le.

I tam him lu .

He still angry me .

Then i called him.

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After that , you forgive me.

You tell me that

两个人在一起，就是要体谅对方

这样才能长久

I feel touch .

baby ~

Thankss ~

And i love you.

Mwuahs ~

Im glad to be your gf .

really ~!

(:

EmmMuwahss~

Love baby forever ^^

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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my birth ^^

28.11.2009
saturday

early morning, follow parents out.

Then times up go airport pick my cousin ^^

after that back home and have our lunch .

After they bath and finish lunch .

Then we go cp gai gai (:

First , i go find my daughter sin .

so we out together lu .

Really having fun .

They are really funny person .

Keep make me and my daughter laugh chin .

Until stomache wei .

hee (:

3pm ++ my daughter gonna go le.

Then we just walk here walk there .

go fun square play xia .

Then go kfc eat xia and rest wait daddy come fetch us go eat bak kut teh .

After finish dinner then back home lu .

Bath .. and rest in room + chit chat with cousin lu ^^

Then 10 parents wan sleep le.

But wan sing birthday song for me and cut cake.

parents know bf coming fetch me out .

So , decide wait him lu .

10++ my baby reach le.

Then they sing Birthday song for me and cut cake lu . (:

This is me and my birth cake from mummy (:

When me"xu yuan" ^^

This is my family and me (:

me , my cousin and my sis ^^




Me and baby ^^

jackson , me and baby ^^

jackson, neng, me , baby and andy ger (:

neng and me ^^

me and andy ger ^^

me and mummy (:

After cut cake then out with baby lu ^^

we go sutera habour de hai bian there ^^

pakto with baby .

hee ^^

miss baby so much ow !

hug him♥kiss him♥

^^

12am.

I receive alot message from my dear friend .

all wish me happy birthday .

Thankss you guys ! (:

I keep busy in reply message .

then i look at baby .

got a cake in his hand .

I shocked !

feel touch chin TT

then baby wish me happy birthday and kisses me.

I ♥ HiM.

Then baby and his friend sing birth song for me again .

2nd Time.

My tears wanna drop down le.

aiks~

but i keep control eh ~

waoo !

really feel so touch .

Mwuahs baby .

I love you so much oh yer !

Then baby them go lido eat lu .

After that.

fetch me back home lu .

1.30 ++ reached home.

feel tired much but happy.

^^

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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i love tomorrow

phew ~

phew ~
phew ~
now is 11pm.

still got one hour then saturday le !

hee (:

i love tomorrow ♥

Tomorrow my cousin come here from sarawak .

Now already waiting for them !

XD

i think 10am or 11am somethings they will reach .

So , tomorrow i need wake early .

prepare everythings go out with parents and times up.

Then go airport welcome them ! ^^

Maybe will bring them go gai gai eh ?

hee (:

Then night out with my beloved baby .

Phew ~

i miss my baby alot.

few days no meet le. TT

finally can meet him.

Sure hug him tight tight .

^^

qi dai tomorrow coming (:

er.. these few days feel like love cooking ♥

Yesterday i cook tomato mee !

First time cook.

waseh ! be pai ah ! hehe (:

need to improve again ^^

Just now go servay with parents .

I buy alot things for cook curry laksa.

Actually just now reach home wanna cook.

But on the way back home.

feel hungry much .

so go da bao lu .

Tomorrow just cook it .

hope i will make it nicely la.

good luck for me. hee ^^

Okays la ~

nothing can say le.

actually just come update update xia .

hehe ^^

give you people see one pic .

And i say sorry first . XD

especially my friend.

Cause PIG FACE again ^^


k la~

bah bye ^^

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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Tagged byy caris mui (:

高姓大名： 黄湘雁
生肖：狗
年龄：15
生日：29 NOV 1994
星座：射手


觉得自己是个怎样的人?： 小气 （不像baby酱大气. XD）
喜欢什么类型的人？：谈得来，友善
对方的外形特征？： 是个好好先生就好
作为男/女朋友应守的本分：体谅，体贴，原谅，了解，关心，真心
如果经天是他/她的生日，你会送他/她什么？： 我最真心的礼物
亲情，友情和爱情，用分数来表示？： 一半一半


如果他/她有危险，会放弃性命地去救他？：如果我们相爱，我会！因为我相信，如果换成是我，他也会这么做
为什么？：因为爱
她/他做什么事会让你忍受不了？：吸烟，吸毒 （baby,im just saying the truth, sorry (: ）
接受婚前同居？：应该？
接受姐弟恋吗？： i say NO !


如果他····
··有一天你发现自己喜欢的人是同性恋？！：OMG！ CANNOT BELIEVE IT！
··当众发酒疯？！：上前拉着他，让他冷静
··被父母赶出家门？！：收留他
··吸毒？！：分手！ 没得谈

对方做什么事会让你感动？：只要是他用真心对我做的事，我都喜欢
给这份问卷几分？：85

会继续传给下一个人吗？：yea

花了多长时间做这份问卷？：dint count man ! XD

要tag谁？: daughter ying . michelle . florence . wong po .

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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Tired much ):

Today really tired much ):

Morning when i wake .

Then prepare aythings and wait my mummy .

My daughter LEE SIAW YING keep on blahh blahh blahh .

Call me faster ! is she too early man ! ==

never mind .

Then go city mall meet her .

She accompany me find phone shop for reload !

walao ~

hard to find .

macam dont have oh .

qii sii wo le !

Then we saw one phone shop .

Finally i get it !

Then we go see for wen's present .

Then when wen reach we go eat lurh (:

waoo !

Quite fun derh ^^

Keep on ss ..

haha .

Happy la together with them (:

After eat Then go shopping lurh .

And also find for vacancy (:

Then ask le many .

Also no !

aiks~

Then mummy text me said she at city mall le .

wan me help her find disc ==''

Then baby also say he coming !

waoo !

finally can meet him (:

Then meet with baby jiu go le lorh ^^

Pakto yi xia xia .

Hee (:

Finally hug dao baby le.

So shu fu (:

Miss it le ^^

Then 5++ say bah bye with them la ):

SAD*

Then reach home.

Dad say go out eat !

Then we go eat bak kut teh ==''

No current ~

When we eating ~

my nose sibeh itchy ~

walao ~

eat dao also bu shuang ==''

sienx dao bao !

my nose bcome red red .

just like "xiao chou" de nose.

==''

after eat daddy say go kara

Then go there lurh .

Buy le one dress ~

quite nice derh (:

But , say real..

Tired much le ah me .

even mummy go see shirt bla bla bla .

me also no follow .

Just follow dad try the massage chair .

Cause really no energy le.

Sms baby keep no reply .

Dont know why .

hais ~

9++ just back home.

When i reach home.

super duper tired le.

after bath then laying on bed read my novel.

left few page , so finish it lurh (:

walao ~

kick ~

keep "DO" derh le.

that writter sure very hamsap one . ==''

haha .

ying said wanna borrow wa ! XD

after finish prepare sleep le.

But , cnt sleep in .

dont know why even im tired ! LOL

Then go downstair sing .

Then open msn , blog and type type le.

^^

hais ~

why me oh ?

tired but cnt sleep ==

sienx ~

tomorrow maybe go for interview ^^

waoo !

and next sat my ah chung ger is coming !

qi dai qi dai ~ hee ^^

Okays la.

nothing can say le.

Good night (:

Mwuahs

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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Read it (:

When a Girl is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.

When a Girl is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.

When a Girl looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering, how long you will be around.

When a Girl answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine

When a Girl stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying.

When a Girl lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a Girl wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.

When a Girl says ' I love you ' ... she means it.

When a Girl says ' I miss you ' ... no one in this world can miss you more than that ♥

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person.

Find a Guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot. who calls you back when you hang up on him.

Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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Tagged byy caris mui (:

今天的日期：19/11/2009
你的生日：29NOV
最喜欢的号码：18
最喜欢的颜色：purple,white and black
喜欢看电视？：AEC the most,hee (:
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最喜欢的女艺人

中国：郭静
日本：-
韩国：-
马来西亚：-
西方：-
_______________________________________________________
最喜欢的男艺人

中国：-
日本：-
韩国：-
马来西亚：-
西方：-
_______________________________________________________

最喜欢的曲风：pop,Jazz
最喜欢的季节：snow
最喜欢的科目：Math
最喜欢的老师：Puan Sophia * Eng teacher
最喜欢的人：My BABY ! *NELSON (:
最喜欢的动物：-
最喜欢的乐器: -
最喜欢的运动：-
最喜欢的电影：every movie watch with my baby.
最喜欢的电视剧：AEC
最喜欢的异性类型: try see xia how is my baby then you will know? XD
最喜欢的同性类型: Just like my besta sister ! ying , wen , flo. (:
对爱情的看法：er.. i think understand , (ti liang), and the care is very important la ^^
对友情的看法：No Friend = No happiness (:
喜欢一大群朋友吗？： er.. sometimes ?
常常孤独一人？：after with my baby then NO le. XD
很多短讯？：sure ! from my baby ! hahaha
喜欢一个人看电影？：No ! damn boring . ==
常常和人吵架？：er.. b4 la. hee (: i change alot ! XD
尊师重道？：== maybe ?
喜欢唱歌？：SURE ! XD 101% like
那跳舞呢？：sure ! 102% LIKE !
花了多久时间来做这个问卷？：Dont know ==dint count
喜欢做问卷吗？：watever?
下次还要我发问卷给你吗？：lols...sure :)
__________________________________________________________

Tag tag ^^

- Little ying

- Florence

- wen

- Ting


* sorry , my blog is copyrighted ! the people been tagged can take the question from me ^^

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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Nothing to say about you

Dont know what happen to you ?

==

just now still ok derh .

suddenly change .

suan le ba .

hais ~

i dont know what to say le .

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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The word i wan to tell my baby (:

The word i wan to tell my baby (:

Show encrypted text

Try to key in the password

if you wanna know what i wan to tell my baby ^^

Let's GO !

XD

who can in dao ~

please leave a comment in my chatbox !

tq ^^

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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3Month withh my baby le wei (:

whee ~

3month

3month

3month

finally ~

me and my baby together 3 month le wei !

congratz for us and also karen and kaith (:

baby ,

i have to say 3thankss for you (:

1. Thanks for loving me

2. Thanks for caring me

3. Thanks for your everythings

Mwuahs ~

I love you soo muchhhiee ^^

Hope i can always be with you .

Because i love to be yours (:
...
..
.
Now i dont know where you are . ):

quite worry derh .

Just now b4 you out.

you said when you out we sms .

you will go reload soon .

But , i wait for your message .

you dint' find me .

I text you .

you NO reply ):

worry !

12am ++ le .

tomorrow you need exam le .

I have remind you dont too late back .

But .

hais ~

......
.....
....
...
..

Calling my baby ... XD

haha ~

he still yam cha with friend ?!

==''

late le lorh ~

really naughty ~

nvm la.

biasa terjadi !

XD

hee (:

tats all ..

LOVE you baby .

Mwuahs~

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA (:

Today is Grandma's birth (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA (:

hee (:

Today quite tired la .

when i wake .

then sis back from school .

Then , we wait parents back (:

after dad finish his lunch .

Then we go dad's office (:

help dad type quotation and bla bla bla .

Almost 3 .

Then go karamunsing

Buy le one shoes .

And mum got buy shirt (:

AFter that go see blender .

For my grandma's birth present (:

After that go eat KFC !

waoo !

Long time no eat le .

whee ~

baby always eat KFC make me jealous ! ==''

today finally i get it !

haha .

quite full derh ^^

Then 5++ we leave karamunsing and go warisan .

for take my bag and go secret receipt buy cake for my grandma (:

then back home le .

bath !

waoo !

after bath feel very shu fu wei ! hee (:

after bath then go grandma's house for help her celebrate her birth ^^
This is my grandma's birth cake ^^
This is my mummy, my grandma and my cutie cousin ^^

see my cutie cousin !

hahaha !

nah~ my cute cousin (:

After that parents and sis go supermarket buy things .

and me at home . ==''

3 reason !

1. LAZY !

2. miss my BABY so much .

3. TIRED !

haha .

not a perfect reason i know ! forgive sia . hee (:

Chat with baby lurh (:

know that today his dinner is sphagetti .

why say so ?!

cause it is make by himself !

waoo ! my baby will cook it by himself .

==''

shock xia . hee (:

This is second time le my baby make me SO SHOCK !

last time is make biscuits .

today is cook sphagetti . ==

This is he first time cook it wei !

hoho ~

good boy ! XD

guai la guai la ~ huhu ^^

chat chat xia .

suddenly chat about our dream for last night .==''

when morning i been shock by my dream .

then i wake direct text my baby .

so just now he ask me .

we know that .

we dream about each others last night .

But , is not a good dream ==''

story .

i keep it .

shh ~ hee (:

But after i sleep back .

dream about my baby again .

But is dream about we sweet sweet de la ^^

XD

aiks ~

tomorrow baby exam le wei !

so fast ??!!

GOOD LUCK for my baby and all who sit for SPM .

(:

God may bless you all . ^^

If you try your best as how much you can do it .^^

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For SPM student .

dont forget bring your I.C

and Dont forget bring your own energy wa !

hehe (:

+u +u la ^^

Just do your best .

Dont think so much !

^^

hao la ~

Thats all for today le .

whee ^^

baby , i love you so much .

Mwuahs ^^

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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想牵着你的手，一直走下去。

12:33am

14.11.09

tuesday

Fisrt *

I wan to say .

baby , i love you so much .






Just now afternoon at home .

Too too too boring .

Nothing to do .

then i saw 呼拉圈.

Then take it and play .

Quite long no play le .

I take my phn and record how long can i play it .

5min .

Then cannot tahan le . ==''

maybe is the size TOO big .

and very heavy .

when i stop ,

my stomach all red ==''

and itchy too .

血液循环. XD

who know ngam ngam.

accidently touch dao my stomach .

whootss ~

黑青 le.

pain xia .

waoo !

Then i tell my baby ,

he look so nervous eh .

==''

i know my baby worry about me .

When you told me that you heart pain and

you dont want me get any hurt .

bla bla bla .

my tears drop out .

Touch ?

when you know im crying ,

you think is because your word look too fierce

like scolding me .

so apologise with me .

ben dan baby .

no la . ==''

is because your word make my heart shock yi xia .

then cry le.

whootss ~

you said you not yet out your super duper skill.

haha.

then if you out your super duper skill.

then i need huging you and cry da da sheng le !

(:

Mwuahs ~

baby , i love you so much .

really .

If can choose .

i will choose you to be the one always be with me forever and ever .

dont care how hard is it .

because i need a guy like you to care me.

♥ please dont leave me .

想牵着你的手，一直走下去。

Just because i want to be yours forever and ever .

Mwuahs

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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90 days (: mwuahs

90 days

90 days

90 days

whee~

today is me with baby together 90 days le wei !

hee (:

HAPPY !

wuhuu ~

tomorrow ~

AND

tomorrow ~

is we together 3 MONTH !

haha ~

happy oh baby .

mwuahs ~

Love you so muchhiiee my baby .

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This sat is wen's birth .

21/11

Actually we decide celebrate together .

But , i think cannot le .

aiks ~

her parents again !

I think we just can send a message for her and say

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY"

others ....

hais ~

dont know why her parents dont let her out .

even her birthday .

aiks ==''

suan le ba (:

got chance sure can derh

hee (:

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18/11

is me together with baby 3 MONTH .

also the first day for SPM .

whootss ~

==

baby ,

guai guai study lo.

SPM wei !

hee (:

+u +u wa !

mwuahs ~

GOOD LUCK for all form 5 students (:

tats all for today !

^^

take care all of you ~

mwuahs

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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you cheated on me !

i know that .

YOU CHEATED ON ME !

one word to describe .

DISAPPOINTED !

suan le ba .

that day when i text you and ask you .

you still said you never cheated me .

haoo ~

i choose to trust you !

at last .

i get this .

waoo !

how is the feelings ?

i dont care le la.

non of my business !

well ,

your things (:

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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class party ~ meet with baby (:

whoo ~

finally can come here type blog

and share my things to all of you !

(:

yesterday go school .

The last day for my form 3 life .

hee (:

we have a class party for celebrate finally finish our form 3 life ^^

even we just finish form 3 still have two years to stay at school .

But , it's very happy too .

haha .

when at school . we take a lot picture . whoo ~

LOVE IT !

haha .

It's me , ying , florence and wen .

we 4 bestta sister ! (:

XD

before we 4 having many problem between our friendship .

always quarrel and many la .

now finally we better and be back sista le (:

feel happy with it !

whoo ~

nah ~ this is we 4 .. XD
ss in toilet . ==

Andy (ying's bf) help us take derh (:
when we're in class .
waiting for the party start . XD

This is me ! ==
what a stupid face !
haha .
actually wan capture we 4 .
and im the special one . XD
But . the camera GURL still not enough skill
so just capture dao me this stupid face ==
(sorry florence , just talking joke. XD)

nah ~ the camera GURl derh skill ok abit jor .

so take dao we 4 .

whee~ ^^

nah ~ we 4 again ! XD

wen ~ dont know doing apa . ==

me and ying ~ ss-ING . XD

florence ~ playing phone . sms with bf isit ? haha

Nah ~ this two always pakto at school de. ==''
make me jealous only .
tao yen ! XD
ying and andy ==

This is florence and ying .
When they wan to take mom mom to eat !
XD

This is wen ~

dont know she doing what .

been capture by me !

XD

funny her ! ==''

This is pudding.
and arrage byy my classmate (:
♥ 3B (:

This is ying ~ when she is eating . XD

This is florence ~ she eating ~
been capture byy me ~
she dont know . ==
whee~

nah ~ my classmate (:
from left .
kek (not cake ohh ^^), andy and raymond (:

nah ~ this 两公婆 again . XD


haha . tats all .. XD

very happy wei !

having fun with friend in school ^^

after school .

Then go baby's house .

wait he bath...bla bla bla ..

then go find karen dear lurh ~

hee (:

when going baby's home .

play with the baby .

whee ~

so cute wei !

hohoho ~

love her love her !

hahaha !

this is the baby and i (:

dont look at me !

my hair very messy cause the fan ! ==''

cute boh cute boh ?

hahaha !

when reach cp .

Then go buy ticket !

we watch derh 2012..

wahsei ~

so many people whoo ~

we watch 5.40pm derh .

XD

after buy ticket then go yam cha !

sing wang again !

everytime also at there ==''

go till boring lei wei !

haha .

after that go water front yi xia xia .

Then back cp and watch movie le lorh . (:

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Finish watch then go warisan walk here walk there .

waiting mummy come fetch me !

after mummy come the say BYE BYE to baby lurh (:

when reach home .

rest awhile .

bath..

actually wan on9 derh .

But , on awhile then dad wan use le .

and me tired too .

so sleep lurh ~

actually wan call baby .

But , laying on bed then sleep in le . ==

sleep untill 12 ++ somethings happen .

LOL~

cannot sleep well ..

fine .. ==''

sms tell baby .

then continue sleep .

early morning 8 daddy call me wake .

and say late abit come fetch me .

go office ==''

wallaneh ~

me very tired le .

never mind .

continue sleep ..

BE -ing PIG !

9am then sis come wake me up and say daddy coming !

what the ! ==''

wake .

bath .

prepare .

10++

daddy back .

and he say

"no need go le . office no people."

chiu ~

early say ma .

early morning wake me up .

==

then eat lurh .

and walk here walk there .

boring...

then laying on sofa .

1 ... 2... 3...

fall asleep . ==''

then wake .

sing yi xia .

eat xia ice - cream .

sms ..

then sleep again. ==

then 6pm wake.

on9 .

XD

then daddy need bring laptop go office again .==

off ..

then wait he back .

then on9 back .

jiu come here type blog and upload picture le lorh

hee (:

just now got one people sms my baby oh .

dont know who lai de.

baby ask her .

who are you ?

she answer i am jessy ?!

what the **** !

==

call her ..

she say she is nancy .

apa dong dong ohh .

diu ~

lazy care .

dont know who play . ==

yerr ~!

my baby look like sick le wei !

worry ... worry ... worry ...

TT

baby , take care ehh ..

rest more..

mwuahs ~

you wan spm soon de lo.

dont get sick ba .

dont want my baby sick le .

):



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yesterday i know somethings .

stupid stuff .

make byy my baby . ==''

he said dont wanna cheat me !

alright !

thankss baby (:

thankss for no keep any secret between us .

i love you ^^

actually me no angry with it ba .

aiyoo ~

just heart pain only hear you say that .

whoooppss ~

yesterday dont want to talk with you .

because i scare when i talk i will cry .

):

so i just diam diam .

but at last also nothing le la.

hee (:

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Just now at got ss a while . XD


Love It ! (:

baby said he like it too wei !

hoho ~

thankss baby ~

mwuhs ^^


haha .

My PIG FACE again !

XD


Tie up my hair (:

comment xia . XD

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well .

tats all for today wei !

whoootss ~

baby take care .

i love you

mwuahs ^^

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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