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Monday, May 31, 2010

shit day

Actually , dont wanna write blog.

Because for you , write blog is such stupid things ?

But , no write it out , i feel so suffer.

Tears keep drop down !

I dont even can control it and stop it !

And i dont know what to do ):

I dont know what happen to you.

You keep say nothing , i dont know real or not.

Just feel like you not same.

you make me feel so tired le.

Really tired much le.

I dont know wan how treat you ,

For you just call GOOD !

heart keep been hurt~

i keep be strong even sometimes i cannot.

I dont know how to describe out.

I just know , im tired much.

I almost crazy de.

My friend also feel i have somethings wrong le.

Am i okay ? ):

feel like not well,

I get flu.

Because of you too cool.

Hard breath ~

Stomach not well.

Tired ~!

Shit day for me.

My tears , please stop !

TT

我愛我的傢‘白色空間’,因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

Posted by ♥ 白色空间 ♥ at 5/31/2010

Sunday, May 30, 2010

tired !

Today quite tired ):

morning went to work.

3pm go snips for some information.

then back wong po's house for prepare ourselves.

Then almost 7pm went to 1b.

go kam tong yam cha ~

When yam cha ~

So lucky xia ~

Been call go sing with xiao zhu ~

But , friend dont want ~

So , at last no le.

Feel like wan cry because lost the chance ):

Then i get the ticket and i go in for a while ~

I cannot see at all ~

Because i am short even i wearing high heels. ==

Then go out ~

Follow friend's car go gai gai ~

Then back 1b.

Just pass our time like this.

not very fun without my baby ==''

I miss him a lot. ):

Yesterday have a called with baby ~

I call you out with me today.

But you said scare traffic jam and lazy.

Sure feel disappointed ~

Disappointed never mind ~

You still zat me ><

After that talk about blog.

Your word really hurt me.
Aihh ~

But just now at 1b saw jing jie ~

She told me , you have tell her i call you out.

But you tired ~

Hear le feel very sorry to you ):

Tired le still wan you accompany me out TT

Sorry baby ~

But, when reach home , call you.

You ma also out with friend go cyber ? @@

Aihhh ~

suan le la~

Just hope i still can be patient with the feelings.

Hmm~

god bless me !

tired ~

is waiting baby back home

我愛我的傢‘白色空間’,因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

Posted by ♥ 白色空间 ♥ at 5/30/2010

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

我只要求,你还在我身边就够了。

昨晚,跟你聊了些东西。

没想到,你既然知道我心里在想什么。

当你告诉我的时候,我觉得很压抑。

因为,我一直以为,你不懂我在想什么。

也不曾试着去了解。

可是,昨晚,你真的吓到我了。

感觉,好像,你了解我比较多。

是因为,我很容易被猜透吗?

现在的我,做每一件事,都很小心。

因为我怕自己不小心犯了错,又失去你多一次。

那种感觉,真的很不好受。

我,真的很害怕。

没想到,你竟然,感觉到了。

也跟我分享了很多事,让我多了解你。

刚开始,当你说到这个话题时,我怕。

因为,每一次,说到这个,我都会受伤,也可能失去你。

所以,我一直叫你停。

你却说,不是要跟我吵架,只是要我了解。

我也放心地跟你谈。

其实,朋友没说,我也没发现,

我对前几任男朋友都没那么好。

我不曾为他们做过什么。

只有你,你一个罢了。

我对你,放了真心。

我会为你亲手做卡片,

做属于我们两个的video.

跟你一起逛街,看电影。

这些事,之前,都不曾有过。

我跟你,有太多回忆。

你给了我很多回忆,

跟我做了很多我以前都不曾和男朋友做过的事。

你让我知道,谈恋爱真正的感觉是怎样。

说真的,我真的很累了。

我不想再继续走下去了。

我只是把脚步停在你这里。

把从新爱上一个人的时间,花在多了解你。

这样不是更值得吗?

其实,你的每一个关心,都可以让我很感动。

你只要对我好一点点,我就会感动到流泪。

对你,我真的不知道该怎么形容我自己。

面对别人的时候,我成熟得让人没话说。

可是,面对你时,却像个小孩,什么都不懂。

成熟统统抛进垃圾桶,让你觉得,我还像个长不大的小孩。

有时候,我很想保护你,

有时候,却很想被你保护。

我喜欢你,有时候,对我,像我爸爸一样。

我喜欢你,有时候,你就像我的小孩一样。

我喜欢你,是我老公的时候。

虽然,有时候,想起你说的那些伤人的话。

很伤心,可是,却让我学到很多东西,

让我了解你更多。

有时候,觉得自己变了。

有时候,却觉得自己一直都没变?

没有人可以告诉我,现在的我,到底是一个怎样的人?

我好像,都没你那么了解自己。

现在的我,不想想太多,顺其自然就好。

体谅你,我觉得保持现在这样的状况很好~

至少,我不会觉得,好像下一秒就会失去你一样。

我朋友说,我们现在的情况,就像要进入另一个阶段。

听了,很开心,可是,我怕,是我自己想太多。

有时候,很羡慕我自己,有你这个男朋友。

就算,有一天,我们真的分开了,我真的再也留不住你了。

我也不会后悔,我曾经那么爱过这样一个男生。

因为,你是我最好的回忆。

你让我尝到很多滋味。

让我明白很多事,让我知道,一个女朋友的责任是什么。

让我知道,情侣该怎么相处才是正确的。

我想停下来~

因为我爱你,

也因为,我习惯了你。

习惯了,我们的相处方式,

习惯了,做你的女朋友。

习惯了,好多好多事。

每一次,我可以装做很坚强,当你说分手时,也没任何意见。

可是,当我想你时,就会不舍得,就会觉得,你只是在对我开玩笑。

害怕了,你真的离开了。

所以,要求你回到我身边。

我不知道,该怎么做,对你才是最好的。

我不知道,该怎么做,你才会试着爱我一次。

我不知道,该怎么做,才可以让我们的感情保持得那么好。

我真的不知道,我只知道,对你,我需要付出。

对你,需要有耐心。

对你,也要忍耐。

这些,我都可以做给你,但是,我真的不知道,

要怎么样,你才可以爱我。

现在的我们,很好。

每一天,你都会跟我分享你所发生的事。

我都会~用心得听你讲,陪你聊天。

就这样,我已经觉得很幸福。

因为,你会跟我分享。

我很开心~所以,我只想保持现状。

因为,这样已经足够了,至少,你还在我身边。

至少,我还可以对你好,对你撒娇。

做你的聆听者,听你说说,每一天发生的事。

这样,对我来说,真得很幸福了。

因为,我爱你,我不要求多。

我只要求,你还在我身边就够了。










我愛我的傢‘白色空間’,因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

Posted by ♥ 白色空间 ♥ at 5/25/2010

Sunday, May 23, 2010

♥ Happy night with baby

Last night ,

Happy night for me.

Because i meet my baby.

I feel that myself very funny yea.

yesterday actually with wong po and her boy go watch movie after we work.

When we working ,

she said : jessy , tonight me with my babe movie at suria. come together ask your baby too.

happy ! yeah ! But , the problem is i not dare ask you ?

Everytime , i will dare to tell you wan meet you.

But when the time wan ask you whether can out or not , i feel scare.

i dont know why ?

we together 9month ++ le.

I still not dare easy to ask wan out or not ?

Hmm ~

everytime , wan call you out.

I will think clearly.

Maybe i scare after the call, i will disappointed ?

Before , when we just together.

you will ask me wan out or not.

so we can always meet.

But slowly , you very very very less will ask me whether wan out or not le.

And after last time that happened , you like never ask me this question le.

And i know , now you almost everynight also out with friend .

Go cyber and so on ?

And , i scare you think that i wont ti liang you.

Because you work very tired and i still call you bring me out.

So , i dont even dare to call you and ask.

I scare i will get the answer you are with friend or you are tired.

i scared !

Because i know , if after i get the answer i will be mad.

and i scare i will cannot control myself and we quarrel again.

I hate such things happen.

So, yesterday i saw wong po call her babe.

And she tell me :

Haha, me this babe,if i wan out sure i call dao he out. He sure find way de.

I start think.. Hmm ~ why she dare to call her babe like this.

And i not dare ?

That day , no car back from work.

Me also think le so long,and try to call you.

I really get shocked that i had called you.

But then , i play wong po phone.

And i missed call you.

Actually i just play.

But you call back ?

I dont wanna answer , cause i just play.

But wong po say , he call back , ask him movie,and she answer.

Then i just try and try to ask you.

You din't give me comfirm answer but at least the answer dint make me disappointed.

I feel happy~

back home, on msn.

we chat , you say headache.

I Think you are not going movie with me.

):

But at last you said you will movie with me.

awwwww !

how happy am i ?

Finally can meet you baby.

very misss you.

At last , wong po said her babe sick dont let him movie cause got aircon.

But then , only me and baby watch.

Good also only with baby.

In cinema , you hug me.

you kiss me.

i feel very touch ?

So long no the feelings le.

And we so long no together movie le.

when i cover my face and sleep at your shoulder,

My tears drop down.

and you think that me sleep.

I really miss and love the feelings from you, baby.

被你抱着的感觉,真的很舒服。

被你亲的感觉,真的很甜。

被你疼的感觉,真的好像被保护。

跟你在一起的感觉,真的很棒!

last night , finally i get the happy tears but not the sad tears from you.

baby , i love you ~

really love you so much.

Mwuahs

我愛我的傢‘白色空間’,因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

Posted by ♥ 白色空间 ♥ at 5/23/2010

Thursday, May 20, 2010

我爱你

只是想说,

跟你在一起,让我觉得很幸福。

我爱你,宝贝 =D

真的,很爱你!

我愛我的傢‘白色空間’,因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

Posted by ♥ 白色空间 ♥ at 5/20/2010

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

♥ 9 month anniversary

Today is our 9month anniversary ~

Last night , i dint sleep at 11pm.

Because i wait for 12am and also you.

I get nothing ~

Today ~ also the same.

Just pass it like normal days ~

and i cry for i think too much ?

well, i dint even talked about it with you.

When you said wanna go e-city le.

My heart been shocked again.

Because im not feelings well and moody ~

But you are going to accompany your others laopo.

But not me (:

Fine , i know you will happy if accompany them~

Just let you (:

But before you go ~

You gave me a kiss and sweet word for our 9month anniversary ~

I think this is first time you say it to me first ~

from our 1month anniversary until now ~

everytime sure is me say it out first ~

But i dont know why today i just wait for you ?

And finally i get it when i start feel alone ?

My tears dropped down when i saw it ~

It's touch ?

Maybe ? (:

Anyway , i love you too baby ♥

我愛我的傢‘白色空間’,因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

Posted by ♥ 白色空间 ♥ at 5/18/2010

Sunday, May 16, 2010

sunday ♥

Today morning wake early.

Maybe is waiting for the time meet my beloved baby ? (:

Alright ~

I wait baby and din't out with family.

Online ~ quite boring ~

Suddenly feel so down ?

Then i sleep back.

When i wake then find baby.

11++ baby come pick me up.

Y E A H !

baby wear the shirt i buy for him (:

accompany baby go cut his hair~

Damai modes ~

Many people @@

We waste our time for waiting our turn ):

Then when baby finished cut ~ is time to go his sifu's house.

So baby send me home and mummy fetch me work.

reach there then wong po accompany me go take lunch.

And parents go choose my present !

XD

oven ! i wan it from my daddy long time ago.

Now only he buy for me ^^

I get it finally !

Thankssss daddy (:

8pm finish work and back home. (:

I miss you baby ^^

mwuahs

我愛我的傢‘白色空間’,因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

Posted by ♥ 白色空间 ♥ at 5/16/2010

Saturday, May 15, 2010

exam~work~baby

Thursday , we have started our exam ):

The first subject ~ BM !

one word ~ D.I.E. !

friday is english ~

paper two ~ D.I.E !

paper one still okay (:

Friday after school then go work by bus.

reached kara , changed shirt and walk around.

Actually thursay night decide eat KFC.

But my baby say NO ! (:

he scare me get sick (:

Then we simply sent to a cafe shop and take our lunch.

When i eat half.

I received a call .

try guess ~ who is that ?

Is my beloved baby ♥

He asked where is me?

and i guess that he at kara.

It's alright~

I meet my baby ^^

So happy yeah !

Quite missssss him !

We just meet for a while then baby have to go.

And i need start my work too.

Then before baby go.

Give you a kissss♥

Mwuahs ~!




Saturday ~ and also today.

Went to work as normal.

Quite tired . But fun (:

4pm out from work.

And i go snips for cut my hair.

Quite nice (:

Thanksss brian ^^

Then went back to golden cup for wait my parents come and pick me up.

while waiting ~ go in help too ^^

Then parents pick me up and we go to cp.

After cp go city mall (:

Quite tired derh ~

aiks ~

Tomorrow morning will meet my baby up. (:

Yeah ! Cannot wait for it le. xp

Then afternoon my baby have a performance and i need to work.

^^

I love you my beloved baby

mwuahs ♥

我愛我的傢‘白色空間’,因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

Posted by ♥ 白色空间 ♥ at 5/15/2010

Thursday, May 13, 2010

♥ Fanshu laopo ♥ Da fanshu laogong ♥


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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’,因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

Posted by ♥ 白色空间 ♥ at 5/13/2010

Sunday, May 9, 2010

♥ The last post and also the word for him


The word for the only you ♥

Give me the last chance to call you one more time 'baby'.

baby , today , 8months and 21 days.

you leaved me.

The reason you leaved me, i not really clear.

Because we din't even have the chance to talk about it.

because you dont wannt talk about it with me.

At here , just wanna give you the last explain.

friday Night , my family's problem.

The first i find is you.

And you just like dont care me ?

I dont know ~ Just feel like you not really care me while i told you.

After the 1st called end.

I know it's because we are just kidding.

But your word is quite hurt me , you know , i'm small gas.

Then i call you again.

And this is really....... (hurt).

and after end called.

I keep wait your call.

Until tired and fall asleep.

I keep tell myself, Tomorrow you will find me.

and morning i wake.

no your call or msg.

I just wait.

wait for whole day.

i wait and wait.

I think you still care about me.

sure will call me and ask me fine or not.

But i get nothing.

At night , syuen call me out.

I keep think , wan or not ?

Because i know , you will worry me.

And i never out at night without ask permission from you.

I know if i wanna out must ask you or tell you.

But i keep wait your call and msg.

Still no. I borrow laptop from cousin.

because cannot back home .

I on9 because wan see either you will find me or not.

But you also no find me.

well, i choose for out.

because at home , really suffer for me.

I know i will think much and keep waiting for you.

When on the way out.

Finally i get your call , but it's because of my mum only you call me?

i feel disappointed again.

When i received karen's msg.

I know is you call her find me.

Because she will never find me automatically.

Then i called her , just because want to make sure.

Well, after end call i know i get the answer.

Is you call her to ask where is me.

Then you called me again.

And after the call received your msg and say we stop here.

I stop for a while. and i give the phone to syuen.

When at cc. Sit on the sofa.

Hugging your shirt , and i cried.

Because when daddy throw us out from the home ,

The things i take is your shirt and the present you gave me.

And this is why i have your shirt that time.

I cried in front many people.

And i know i'm very tired.

12am is time to in cinema , we late in because of i dont wanna go in.

At last we late , and we call the worker open back the door for us.

And while i sit down i just listening song with my earphone

hugging your shirt and sleep.

I'm really tired much.

2am finished and reached car park you called me.

3am reached home , 3++ we talked phone.

I asked you .

Why still dont sleep?

You said, wait me , worry me. because i never out until so late.

I shocked , because you say break and you still care for me?

I cry again and i just hide it because i know boys doesn't like girls cry.

called you go sleep, you keep call me leave you alone.

Dont care about you.

How can i do it ?

Do you know ? I will also suffer just like you ?

Today work. Very busy, but will find chance to call you.

I tot okay le? But at last , i just know still the same.

Call you while im working that is only i think tooo much.

And facebook, you said dont want anythings just leave you alone.

well, after the called.

I let you go.

Finally, i let you run away from me.

is it ?

when im typing the message, even it's just a very short message.

But my heart totally broken.

I know i cannot force you again.

So, i just let you go.

Even very hate myself to do so.

But , this is what you want and the best for you.

While typing the message, i tell myself.

'If you loves him,you should let him go,because this is what he want from you'

When the message delivered , i know the one i lovessss much is really leave me le.

Hurt much , But baby , i hope this is really the best for you.

Fight for your life ba (:

I know , still got many girls in this world not only me.

So , you can dont appreciate me.

But , the things i want to tell you is...

I do love you so much.

baby , I ♥ you.

because of ♥ , I rather hurt myself.

I hope this is worth.

because from the moment i fall in love with you.

I know , i will never regret even one day we leave each others.

But i will remember our sweet memories.

I will put it in the deeeeepest place in my heart.

I feel very happy ,at least,

You ever loves me care me and so on.

It's enough for me le.

I must feel very man zhu le.

baby , Thanksss for ever try to loves me and cares me. (:

This is what i will appreciate from you.

And , i think this is the last i can do it for you.

Dont disturb you again? Right ?

(:

Well, i hope you dont mind that.

I wont delete my blog.

I wont delete everythings.

I will just put it there and as a sweet memories for me.

Hope you dont mind.




09.05.2010 Sunday.

8 months 21 days ♥ END.

♥ Nelson Lo Foh Forng always.




我愛我的傢‘白色空間’,因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

Posted by ♥ 白色空间 ♥ at 5/09/2010

Saturday, May 8, 2010

today , is a very very bad day for me in my life.
I dont know how to describe it out.
I just know that everyone leaving me sooon.
And you're the one also.
When i called you and told you about it.
I tot you will care me or have any action for me.
But you din't.
Quite disappointed.
Luckily got someone still will care for me.
Thankssss ! ):
baby , you really dont want me le is it ?
I can feel it.
hais ~
you also the one i love leaving me soon.

我愛我的傢‘白色空間’,因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

Posted by ♥ 白色空间 ♥ at 5/08/2010

Thursday, May 6, 2010

hate today.

I hate today.

I hate myself.

I hate the feelings.

Today , almost 10 only you reach home.

After work you go cyber with friends.

wait you online for few hours.

I guess that you go there.

And when chat with karen only i know i guess right le.

No any call or msg.

sometimes, quite worry de.

hais ~ dont know you understand or not de.

well, when you back home we chat.

Like normal.

But when you told me somethings.

I started change i know.

I know it's not your wrong cannot blame you.

But i dont know how to hide the feelings.

First time , i can feel it so ....... dont know how to describe.

Well,

We no quarrel or what.

But the feelings still very weird.

And about i wan to interview.

Actually me work for fun.

And also for dont always at home and think about you.

Saturday and sunday no school.

Whole day at home.

Sat you work sure boring and me sure think about you.

Sun also cannot meet.

so even tired i also choose for work.

But you say you scare me tired.

If you say NO i will listen to you.

But you just say see myself.

kay ba.

The feelings of today quite weird.

I hate it !

S**T



我愛我的傢‘白色空間’,因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

Posted by ♥ 白色空间 ♥ at 5/06/2010

♥ Friend


Friendship.


After read the post , You are the one who i hope to get back.

The first i think about is you.

The one who ever give me a hug when i sad & cry.

If not wrong , when i just start play blog.

I got post one also about you.

That time you back to your others friend.

And throw me away.

and i write the post for you.

http://yanlovehong.blogspot.com/2009/05/ying.html

And now it happened again.

Now i write it again.

Between you all.

The most i wan is you not others.

ONLY - you.

i dont know why .

Before this , i never never have the feelings want to get friends back.

Just like i hope to get my lover back.

You are the first one who make me feel like this .

Really ~

Even myself also quite shocked about it.

But , i know it's impossible.

You have one friend is important than me.

I know it.

Im really stupid till think that .

Can we two be sister and no others.

Last time,when the time we two very good then got others.

Then we seperate not very good like before.

And now quarrel.

I dont like this.

I hope just we two.

But i know in your heart she is more suitable with you.

Friends, thankss for let me know that.

I ever have a sister who will give me a sweet hug while im sad and cry.

You are the only one ever give me a hug.

I mean in friendship.

Sorry about i cannot appreciate you.

Sorry about everthings i've done to you.

Sorry for everythings.

The sorry is just for you. because only you worth to get it from me.

I love you friend ♥




我愛我的傢‘白色空間’,因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

Posted by ♥ 白色空间 ♥ at 5/06/2010

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

appreciate

Just finished read one girl's blog.

It's a real story.

While im reading my tears dropped down.

It's very touch and sad.

And it make me feel scare.

It's about she and her bf.

Her bf was died in an accident.

Before he work , she still sleeping and he give her a kiss and tell her.

He is going to work.

And when she wake give him a call.

And after end call not long.

She receive a news that got people accident and died.

And maybe is her bf.

When she reach there she saw his bf was laying at there and his face been close by somethings.

awwwww !

how's the feelings ?

I cannot imagine if im the girl ):

Baby , after i read this.

I worry about you.

because you not yet back home.

and this is also the reason everytime you out i will unhappy.

because you always always out and we cannot know what will happen the next.

You always say dont worry , you know how to take care yourself.

but somethings want to happen is we cannot control d.

baby , i hope you can understand about it.

You want out i cannot control you.

But , i hope sometimes you will listen to me when i hope you stay at home.

And i will appreciate the time you are still with me.

baby , i love you.

I dont want to lose you.

And dont make me worry about you. ):

Sometimes , you out i cannot find you.

Really worry much de ):

I dont like the feel i cannot find you. ):

I really cannot imagine that if i lose you.

TT



我愛我的傢‘白色空間’,因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

Posted by ♥ 白色空间 ♥ at 5/05/2010

hot day !

Last night , cannot sleep well again.

Hais ~ Dont know what happen to me.

Before sleep fever le.

Then drink water and sleep.

2am wake because of i had a bad dream ):

And make me cannot sleep well.

Just text baby.

I dont call him because i guess maybe he already sleep.

If called him sure disturb him and i just try to sleep back.

And finally i can ):

Morning wake very tired !

Aihh ~

But feel better le.

reach school like no mood at all.

and 12++ start feel headache and very hot.

Kokum , kawad .

Grrr ~

almost peng ! ):

But they dnt let me rest.

It's very hot and headache much.

What the @#$%^&*(

finished school and wait bus.

Wait until bu nai fan ! Grrr~

in bus more hot !!!

Then start rain and those stupid people close the window.

And more hot !

really stupid much.

feel like wan to jump down from the car.

Argghh ~!

back home after bath and rest.

I saw our pic that take at pulau de.

No accept dao because i fall asleep.

Aihh ~ ):

unlucky.

Hope can get it from jie again.

Now is waiting for my baby back.

at cyber. @@

well, hope tonight i can sleep well.

God blesssssss me!

我愛我的傢‘白色空間’,因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

Posted by ♥ 白色空间 ♥ at 5/05/2010

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

♥ Sorry to baby

A very stupid person done a very stupid stuff.

Who is the stupid person ?

The owner for this blog.

What the stupid stuff that she done ?

She done somethings very stupid make her own bf angry .

Oh @#$%^&*( !

Baby ~

Im so sorry to you.

I dont know i play this will make you angry, ):

Sorry much baby.

Dont angry le ba.

Forgive me.

But then when you say 'we break ba'.

I quite shocked de.

Cry again ?

I tot you really break with me because i done the wrong things.

TT

First time , Cry until i feel that it's toooo bad.

Maybe this few days stress and i get it so suddenly cannot accept it.

Sorry baby. ):

Hope you can forgive me ):

I love you baby~



我愛我的傢‘白色空間’,因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

Posted by ♥ 白色空间 ♥ at 5/04/2010

♥ love baby much

last night cannot sleep well. ):

After closed my computer and say good night with my baby.

Then sleep. After half hour.

Suddenly wake and try to sleep back.

I closed my eyes i know im sleeping just not really sleep in.

Feel like very tired but cannot sleep well at all.

My leg keep kick here and there.

feel like so stress.

Soooo scare,

Then i wake and open the light.

then walk here and there.

I feel scared but dont know why i still go downstair and walk here and there.

Then come up and back to room.

When prepare to sleep back the feelings come again !

Then i called my baby.

Talked with him one hour ++

Thankss baby for accompany me.

And feel very touched about your word for me and you worry about me.

Talked a lot with baby. And i feel better.

After end called.

Try to sleep but still the same ):

But i force myself to sleep.

Because i know baby want me to sleep.

And because i love you so i sleep (:

Slowly then fall asleep (:

Waoo ~

Feel scary about it but feel happy can talked phone with baby (:



This morning quite stress toooo ~

first lesson is BM - Pn.Azrita.

Lisan ~ and somethings make me feel so scare ><

Grr ~

The next lesson is History .

And also somethings happened.

Teacher call us read out our answer but no one.

then all stand on the table ! What the @#$%^&*()

After stand still nobody wan to read.

She angry then go find pk1 .

And started got people stand and read it.

Grrr ><

What a boring morning !

sienx ==''

Thats all la then ^^

Waiting my baby back home and find me.

Sure very tired derh my baby.

Heart pain baby ):

Wan sayang him but cannot ! ):

aihh ~



我愛我的傢‘白色空間’,因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

Posted by ♥ 白色空间 ♥ at 5/04/2010

Sunday, May 2, 2010

♥ Love baby

Yesterday went to pulau manukan with my beloved baby and beloved sis jing's family.

Actually no go derh Just my baby go.

But when jing jie wake.

Her mummy force she go.

And she text me and call me to prepare.

Actually i already out.

wan go 1b watch movie with parents and one of my sis.

Then luckily is daddy no directly go 1b.

When i receive jie's msg daddy go lintas for a while.

Then daddy send me back.

i do missssss you so much baby.

because we so longggggg no meet le ):

After baby fetch me then go jesselton meet jie's family (:

then go (:

while on the boat.

You hug my shoulder and you said

: Dont fall down ah.

feel so happy because you care me.

Reach there.

See they play water quite fun

Grrr ~

jealous.

Then baby accompany me play water too.

haha.

sexy baby pull up his pants.

Jie have take the picture im still waiting for it !

XD

Then after play.

baby sit there maybe he is tired i think.

but im so naughty keep kacau him ):

Cause i wan make baby happy.

But look like more worse.

you just call me diam diam.

Hmm. i keep on taking your phone and dont give you back.

we just sitting there and wait they finished play.

Even we just having fun for a while.

but i still feel very happy because can stay with baby.

almost 4pm Then we bacck.

When need go you take back your phone from me.

I dont give~ but you look so fierce then i just give you back.

Then i start be silent.

Because this is what you wan me to do.

I dint talked and i just sit beside you and appreciate the time to be with you.

When reach jesselton i also silent and is time to say GOODBYE to jie and her family too.

Then baby asked me why so diam.

And i just silent and dint answer.

You take out your phone and you give it to me.

I tot got any message is find me or what.

but i saw nothing.

And you said :

You not want to take it meh?

thankss baby. ):

After say goodbye to them and when we are going to car.

You hold my hand and said : Walk faster.

because got car. that time i feel like wan to laugh out.

because you're so cute.

haha~

but i just keep it and let you hold my hand.

Then in car.

You asked me again.

Why so diam.

And i answer you

: you not call me diam diam meh?

And you say you are just kidding.

Then on the way fetch me back.

you keep tam me.

the feelings is so nice.

maybe touch?

make me feel like wan to cry.

and you make me smile tooo.

but then you ask me go where?

And i just silent.

And dint answer you.

You asked me until you feel so fan then you angry me.

When reach home you still angry me ):

And i give you a kiss and back.

I missss your kiss baby ):

When i see you online.

I wait you find me.

But you din't so i find you.

And you no reply me.

I keep find you on msn and text you.

but you no reply.

I wait you until midnight 2am ++

then you find me and say you just back.

Finally my heart like just put down a very very BIG STONE !

Before this , i have chat with karen.

She told me somethings.

she said last saturday you cheated me.

That time you say you wan out and i say i wan follow.

You told me the car was full !

Actually you are just cheat on me.

When i know it.

I just shocked and it's quite hurt.

aihh~

I locked my blog.

And you asked me why to lock and you say you wan to read.

Well, i just unlock it and let you to read it.

You asked me is it wan break with you?

And i told you and you just explain to me.

i still tot that you will just let me worry and wont give me any explain.

but im wrong.

You give me an explain ):

And you tell me how tired is you after you work.

Im so sorry baby.

):

i dont know how to ti liang you.

But while listen to you.

I feel like you is care for me just you din't show it out.

because you are tooo tired and less chance and take care me.

Is it like this baby ?

Feel so disappointed on me.

but baby, I love you so much.

I wan to be with you.

dont leave me if i done wrong things again ):

I dont want.

You told me do everythings dont just think about you.

Think about myself too.

This can show you are care for me.

TT

arghhh ~

thanksss baby ):

I love you .

mwuahs ~

When you told me you are tired.

The things i hope i can do for you is help you massage. ):

That day chat with tiffany i have say about this.

because she ask where you i said go for dinner.

And you are tired much.

And she say you cook for him lo.

I said i do hope i can help you massage and cook for you.

but cannot.

And she have talk about with jing jie.

Maybe she know it so she give the chance to me to meet you up baby~

When at pulau got help you massage a while.

but i dont know how is the feel for you ?

Is it very worse and you dint say it out ?

I never help people massage and i dont know how really.

Grrr~

well, jie's mummy still asked you.

When buy one osim de?

hahaha !

funny mummy ~

aiks ~

I really do hope i can be a good gf.

but i never know how to be.

):

Your work make you tired much.

And i just keep giving you stress.

So sorry baby ):

I love you.

i will try to improve.

我愛我的傢‘白色空間’,因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

Posted by ♥ 白色空间 ♥ at 5/02/2010
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