cannot sleep. xp

cannot sleep.

so online and type blog here .

dont know why i cannot sleep in .

babe always call me go sleep ,

because tomorrow need go care shop.

but i really cannot .

sorry babe ~

just now talked phone with you .

then click wrong end up the call.

when i called back .

cannot le . cause your phone low batt .

aiks ~

on9 but put appear .

actually dont want let you know .

but at last,

i find you too .

xp

you look angry because so late le i still dont sleep.

but please dont blame me.

i really cannot sleep in even im laying on my bed .

haix ~

just now sms with my mui.

teach her a lot of things ,

make me think back about ...

haix~

just treat it as a ...

sweet memories and experience as how i told my mui la ~

^^

my cousin always call me back there .

everytime when they asked me when wan back there ?

really make me feel confused how to answer them.

i scared .

if i back there how i face you ?

how i treat you as a stranger or FRIEND ?

so.. i always answer them "im busy . no time. got chance i will back ."

just simply fu yan them.

aiks ~

sorry ~

nvm la .

got chance i really will back there and visit you all.

even im confusing how to face him .

=D

just have a smile with you then ok le gua ?

xp

easy ! actually just see i dare to face it o not only ma .

haha.

never mind la .

already put down . scare what ?

ok la .

nothing to write le aiks ~

good luck for me ba . ^^

good night readers.

sweet dream.

=D

i love you my babe .

mwuahx~

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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the day we together 1month- 18.09.09

yesterday .

is me together with babe one month le ohh.

even just one month.

but im very happy .

and also the day keith with his gf karen together one month.

whhoootsss~

so ngam lei.. ~!!

XD

yesterday you send a message for me .

that message really touch .

make me cry le .

aiks ~

ben dan hubby . TT

i love you wa !

Between this one month .

yeshh ~

we are very happy.

even sometimes have some argument.

but it's normal for a couple la .

so i hope next time when we facing problem .

we can solve it together .

=D

and i wan say

"CONGRATZ"

to us and also keith and karen .

^^

im waiting the day we together 2 month.. 3month...and ....

ohh yeaaahhhh !

babe , really glad to be your gf .

hoho !

i love you much .

mwuahx ^^

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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first time watch movie with babe ,

Yesterday out again ah .

happy happy. ^^

meet with hubby again .

yesterday is the first time watch movie with babe ahh .

quite happy le .

haha.

babe ah, you make me love you more le ahh .

but good also la.

XD

i love you.

i love you .

mwuahx ~

love my babe nelson so muchhiee.

=D

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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11.09.2009

11.09.2009

Friday

yesterday just finished our exam.

Actually today dont want go school.

But need accompany ting go kk rebonding her hair.

so i go luo.

after school, we go kk together .

When we reach kk.

go take a lunch.

then accompany her go saloon make her hair le.

then i go find jolin and chit chat there.

4++ then my babe go find me.

waoo !

happy yer .

hohoho !

then we go sing wang yam cha.

XD

saw my classmate there .

[seii andy ! cheat me ahh you ! ]

that day at school saw you and dear ying so ..

then asked you isit you two couple le .

say NO to me.

then i saw you two hug hug there ??!!

never mind !

haha !

let me saw it .

so sweet xia .

congratz ~

must blessful ah ^^

meet dou maYokO and jing jie them lu.

haha.

yuan lai tiara jie also couple le ahh .

so good .

whootss ^^




waoo !

so fast yer !

with babe wan one month le .

hope we can last longer .

XD

i love you my babe .

mwuahx ~

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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waiting for the 3 word.

last night .

you told me .

finally you say out .

ouuchh ~

the feelings .....

my tears dropped down when i finished read the message .

Because it's hurt .

but never mine .

because i already feel it when b4 we together .

but when the word is from you . do you know the feelings ?

but happy that you will tell me the truth .

and dint say wan to end up .

last night , when i finished read the message .

i really think that you will say end up .

But luckily you NO .

you called me.

you cheer me up .

finally feel better .

thanks ~

i think after you hurt me , you wont care about me anymore.

but you NO .

GLAD !!

i trust you . and giving you time .

because i love you .

hope you will appreciate it .

and dont even try to spoil it .

actually i decide change all the things .

exp : Fs's FF . facebook relationship . blog . msn .

but after that .

i think . i do that meaningless too .

and maybe it will hurt you too .

why i wan care about it ?

i already promised you .

dont think about it .

and trust you .

so i just dont care about it la.

The thing i need to do now is .

forget about all the "rubbish"things .

and be a good gf to you .

im waiting the day you use your sincere heart to say

"I LOVE YOU"

to me.

waiting for it .

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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No idea what to do the next .

No idea what to do the next .

confuse - ING.

sad .

disappointed.

moody .

haix ~

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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what should i do ?

当你的男/女朋友.

什么事都藏在心里 ,

都没想过要跟你分享.

他只跟你说了句.

"怕你受伤."

你会怎么样?






我该怎么做?

当他对我说,

怕我受伤时,

我的心情.

连我自己都不知道该怎么形容.

当你说你很烦.

好!

我知道, 你不会说出来.

所以我没想过要多问.

我只是说,

如果真的需要人分享.

我可以!

但你说不是每一件事都可以告诉我.

我可以谅解,

我并不生气.

因为,那是你自己的隐私.

只是, 你知道失望的感觉吗?

还有那一句"怕你受伤".

是什么意思?

我不明白.

在你面前, 我不再提这件事.

因为我怕你为难.

我想 .

如果你想说,你自然会告诉我.

你不想说, 就算我再怎么逼你也没有用.

何必呢?

心酸.

可是什么也不能做.

只能自我安慰.

你这样做.

让我有种.

不被信任的感觉。

而且，

让我感觉到我们之间有种距离。

但是我不希望我们的感情就因为这样而结束。

但是，如果你心中的烦是因为对我没感情。

那我宁愿现在就结束。

我不想你辛苦。

也不想自己被伤得更深。

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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The hardest things to do is watch the one you love .

The hardest things to do is watch the one you love .

love someone else .



i love this sentence so much .

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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MISS my hubby much muchh

ooucch ~

MISS my hubby so much. TT

first time owh , whole day no sms with my hubby .

his phone got problem , so he take it to repair .

his comp also have problem , his comp also in hospital now.

ArggHh ~

how contact you ah hubby ?

miss you le ahh .

even just few hours .

but i really miss you much .

whootss ~

dont know tonight can hear your "GOOD NIGHT" or nt ?

hope can ah .

i love you hubby .

mwuahx ~





today .

start exam le .

trial PMR ~

omg .

still dint have the heart wan to study .

==

even think gor de fierce fierce face call me to study .

also no use ah .

because not real de .

haihh ~

but if gor really do it . dont know ok or not hor ?

haha ~

wan try xia .

XD

just pray for my exam la.

and wan to say

"GAMBATEH"

to those who sitting exam now ^^

night everyone ^^

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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TIRED AND HAPPY

waoo !

long time no updated my blog le wor .

haha ~

very tired . but happy too .

aiks ~

yesterday me meet with ting and audrey .

we shopping and go watch movie luo.

we watch that "FINAL DESTINATION"

wasei !

so geli ahh . regret watch it .

because i dont even dare to open my eyes ~

so sms with my hubby only .

XD

after that we go kia kia .

hoho ~

then i saw my brother yang be be .

but he dint saw me

whootss ~

yen dao oh him ~

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then we back to my shop and change shirt .

after change then accompany audrey go buy dress .

when we finish make up .

then we go ttss .

hoho ~

can meet hubby le ahh !

when we reach there .

then ...... HUNGRY !

because no eat . TT

when start we go in first .

because hubby late le .

so i just wait him lo.

i meet my friend kai xin at there too .

long time dint saw her le ahh ^^

we chit chat there and wait for my hubby .

then hubby reach le .

we go back hall and watch it luo .

when finish then we go damai .

eat wa ! hohoho !

finally can eat .

almost 11 then mommy come fetch me back le .

aihh ~

T I R E D !

but happy can meet with my hubby ^^



HUBBY .

i miss you much .

mwuahx ^^

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我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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