白色空间 ♥: June 2009

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Dreams about you

昨晚..真奇怪~

做梦了..

我梦到了彤~

*彤*

为什么是他呢?

有什么意思吗?

伤害我最深的人是他~

没责任感的人~

欠我解释的人~

欠我 *分手* 的人~

虽然我并不爱他~

只是 *喜欢* 罢了~

还好~

我并没有用真心对你~

因为你从来没给我安全感~

可是~

为什么~

昨晚我梦到你了~

而且~

梦到我们甜蜜的样子~

多么可笑~

我最想念的人不是你~

为什么偏偏是你~

偏偏梦到一个最没用的 *前男友* ~

希望只是纯粹一个又一个 *梦* 而已~

♥BABY J

♥25JUNE2009

♥7:04pm

♥

我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Because of you

因为你,

我破例 , 超越了我所隔下的那一道墙.

因为你 ,

我了解自己需要的是什么.

因为你 ,

我知道爱情的滋味.

因为你 ,

我知道我很依赖你, 需要你.

因为我 ,

你可以不离开我吗?

我爱你

I LOVE YOU

=)

BABY J

24 JUNE 2009

2:59 pm

我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

Sunday, June 21, 2009

If you LOVE me

如果你爱我~

相信我~

你不会觉得...

那是一种...

谎言....

和...

背叛...

我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

Happy papa's Days

HAPPY PAPA'S DAYS ^^

LOVE DADDY MUCH WER =]

我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Tired day

Tired oh~haix~

today our school have kokum.

i hate it much~

need to stay at school untill 4pm.

after that my school bus very late come fetch us..!!

ANGRY~

5 somethings like that just reached home.

when i reached home then back to my room.

when i put down my bag~

not yet bath or anythings.

direct sleep~

no need one minutes then sleep in le.

wootss~~

really tired~

herm..

almost 10 just wake!!

gosh!

because last night almost 2 just sleep ,

then early morning 4.30++ need wake le..

when i woke up.

take out my phone from bag.

then check message.

waoo~

12 ppl miss me barh..

XD

when i wan reply comment~

eeeeee...

got ppl call me..

lalala~

my dearest brother desmond.

after end call.

then i go take bath~

waoo~

hungry!!

ooppPss..

today~

if not wrong ..

only eat breakfast hor?

wao~

thats why very hungry.

after bath then reply all message.

then go downstair find somethings to eat.

yerr!!

nothing can eat.

eat bread,

bcox lazy cook.

hehe.

too tired le..>.<

then drink hot milo.

actually wan on9.

but mommy using computer.

then i watch tv.

whee~

after mommy goo up..

i just on9 owh..

reply fs comment,

and write what happened today at here,

^^

herm..

i need goo watch tv lurh~

see ya ^^

good nights~

muackcXz~

♥

我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Do you know i worry about you?

你知道我担心你吗?

本来我已经告诉自己要学着不要再找你 .

这样只会给你负担 .

可是 ,

当我看到你写 ***** 时 ,

我担心 ,

我又犯规了 ,

我找你 ,

问你 .

关心你 .

可是 ,

我发觉 ,

你好像觉得我很烦 .

我也不打扰你了 ,

我现在要比以前冷.

虽然担心你,

也不允许自己找你了 ,

因为你只会表现出你不满的一面.

虽然你每次都说我想太多.

不好意思.

我也是人类.

我也有感情.

我也有感觉的.

有时候并不是我想太多.

只是你不想直接明显表现出.

你怕上了我,

对吧?

那为什么还要这么做呢?

我每次都没有说出来,

因为我不想因为这小小的事

又被你骂.

你每次都伤害我.

可是,

你不曾知道.

你伤害了我.

因为我从来没有表现出来.

我不想失去你,

你知道吗?

现在我会这样是因为要减少你负担.

而不是在跟你闹别扭.

请你明白这一点.

TT

TT

TT

对不起.

我爱你.

我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Sorry for NENG

SORRY

for HIM.

*NENG*

I just dont want break

ME & HER's promised.

forgive me plz.

even you angry me.

i also wont say out.

sorry.

TT

one day,

you will know it.

but not now.

because, i have to protect that gurl,

i dont want she been hurt like me.

sorry for i dont tell you the *SECRET*

我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

Monday, June 15, 2009

I cry again bcox of you

just now i talk about

YOU & ME

de story with someone again.

someone that having same feelings with me~

when i'm talking about it.

i feel been hurt again.

my tears drop out again~

bcox of you..

if now.

you stand in front of me again.

i can tell you.

no need one minutes.

that feelings about

I

LOVE

YOU.

will come back again.

It will ! ! !

sorry guy!

you make me love you so much b4.

now even i fall in love with others.

but , still have a bit bit feelings about you in my heart.

TT

can you feel it?

you hurt me much.

you're my first love.

you're the first guy i dare to accepted.

but,

you make me disappointed.

you DONE it.

i know.

now.

you finally know the feelings

been hurt by someone you love so much.

how do you feel?

isit sad?

will you feel sad or hurt?

WILL YOU?

whatever,

i just hope you change your attitude.

dont be flower guy le.

please.

我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

Unlucky day

This few days my mood really down~

I know what the reason~

But i cnt say out?

Haih~

Today, open school.

really unlucky.

early morning then rain.

very heavy.

well, it's just normal things.

But, when i reached school my stomach start become naughty.

My STOMACHE.

SHIT!

whole day no stop~

when i back home.

My mood become more worse.

maybe at home i always alone?

really suffer.

It's very suffer to me !

omg~

I

H

A

T

E

M

Y

L

I

F

E

S

O

M

U

C

H

REally hate it so much!

what should i do MY GOD?

我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

Sunday, June 14, 2009

My feelings : LONELY

I dont know what happen to me~

suddenly feel so lonely~

actually just now my mood quite good.

when at beach i keep feel wan back home and play game [SDO]

then i call daddy faster send us back.

when reached home~

rest a while~

then start my game~

i just play 1 round.

suddenly no mood continue it le.

i dont know what happen to me again.

I

DONT

KNOW

!

!

TT

im trying to find someone accompany me.

i find my brother [yang be be]..

he no reply me.

maybe busy play game or already sleep?

i dont know.

i find my da ge's gf.

she reply me.

and i told her i feel so lonely.

she accompany me.

thx her so so much.

TT

when she send those funny message for me.

i know.

she care me..

my tears drop out..

i cry again.

i cry again.

i know im very useless,

right?

but,sorry!

i really hard to control myself.

i also dont know what reason make me feel so

LONELY

who can bring me out from LONELY this word?

TT

i need someone now.

only tonight.

but,

no one.

我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

Friday, June 12, 2009

My tears drop out again

我哭了~

我的眼泪又不听话了~

我很伤心~

我不能控制我的眼泪~

我只能让它一直一直流下来~

My beloved~

我只想告诉你~

我爱你~

今天~

最后一天~

我爱你~

从明天开始~

我暗恋你的事~

只会是我最伤心的回忆~

可是~

今天最后一天~

你却不让我好好过~

我还以为~

最后一天~

我可以开心的把它过完~

可是~

错了~

真的错了~

我并不知道你怎么了~

你到底怎么了?

为什么~

我爱你的最后一天~

却是这样的?

为什么?

你能回答我吗?

我能从你哪里找到我要的答案吗?

我

能

吗

?

?

为什么?

你总是可以轻易的~

让我的眼泪流下来~

对我来说~

你并没有资格~

可是~

眼泪~

总是很听你的话~

我的眼泪背叛了我~

它背叛了我~

爱你的最后一天~

让我发现~

我的眼泪竟然背叛了我~

它背叛了我~

我还需要它吗?

需要吗?

请你告诉我好不好~

我想知道~

1. 你到底怎么了?

2. 我还需要它吗?

3. 你知道...........我爱你吗?

我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

I'm learning how to say "I LOVE YOU"

你知道我在等你回头看我一眼吗?

一眼就好~

可是~

你..没有~

我等了好久好久~

可是~

就是盼不到你回头~

你只会朝前面的那个她狂奔~

却没想过~

是否有个爱你比你爱她深得人~

在你身后付出比你多一倍的力气~

朝你狂奔~

你知道吗?

你~

成功的~

伤了我~~

很深很深~

你让我的心,我的人~

哭泣~

可是~

你还是不回头~

看看那个付出比你多~

流的汗比你多的~

笨蛋~

即使~

你知道~

那个笨蛋在朝你狂奔?

我只希望你能回头扶我~

让那个瘫软在你身后的我~

还有力气继续朝你狂奔~

我想对你说~

我爱你~

可是~

我不能说~

因为~

我还在学~

该怎么对你说出

"我爱你"

这三个让我成功受伤的字~

我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Sorry for the guy been reject by "ME"

sorry for the guy that reject by me.

Because,i never feel that you will be a good brother for me..

and i dont think

i need others k brother except yang and desmond?

Really sorry about it..

you can find others..

if you really need a mui mui..

我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

What should i do?

What should i do?

today morning..when i woke up..

after finished bath and everythings..

i go downstair for waiting my cousin finish tuition

and go take breakfast..

when i'm sitting on sofa..

i saw my cousin's phone there..

then i take it and play..

suddenly got msg in..

i saw the guy who message her call "HUBBY"..

i think is her bf..bt no..

how i know nt her bf?

because gt pic there..

its the guy who take number from me and her

when we having lunch at wk..

i really shocked when i saw it..

after she finished tuition..

i just pretend dont know anything..

and i dont dare ask her about it..

after that..

she told me..

that guy gonna date her out..

watch movie..and go sing k..

it make me more worry about it..

but,in front of me ..

she keep said that guy very ugly..

very talkative..

very ham sap..

or what..

but she also talk phone

with that guy from 3-5 morning?

non-stop?

why?

OMG~!

i really dont know what should i do?

if i ask her..

sure will break our relatioship~

if i dont ask her..

i will feel very sorry to her bf?

and this really is her wrong..

when the day they meet up is coming..

very "LUCKY"?

her bf come here..from sarawak..

and very LUCKY her bf also

having breakfast at centre[the place they meet up]..

actually she dont want let her bf know she also at centre..

bt..very LUCKY we saw her bf's sister them..

so..she cnt cheat her bf anymore..

she just told him she also at centre..

sure..her bf wan meet with her..

after we finished our breakfast..

we go find her bf..

after they meet..

no talk to each others..

i just know..they already quarrel since two days ago..

after that i call them talk to each others..

alright..they find a place and talk..

i just sit there..and looking at them..

suddenly she cried..and go away..

i ask her bf..why she cry?

he also dont know?

i go chase her..

she just said "DONT FOLLOW ME!!"

It's ok.. i know she need cool down..

and i go back find her bf..

i told him she dont want me to follow her..

he was very worried about her..

then we keep find her..

OMG~its super duper tired..

the shopping mall so big..

we just like stupid ppl keep find her..

even we know its hard..we keep called her..

bt she also keep dont answer..

haix? it really make me wan to bang the wall already..

after that..i received a msg from her..

she apologise to me about talk to me very loud..

i reply her never mind and ask where is she..

but she dont tell me..

maybe she know im together with her bf..

she just wan me dont worry about her..

after 1 or 2 hours..i cheated her..

i said me dint together with him anymore..

and ask again..where are you?

finally she told me..she at centre eaton..

then me with her bf go to there find her..

bt her bf just bring me there

called me help him to take care her and go..

bcox..if let her know we cheated her..

maybe she will angry both of us..

after that we go having our lunch and back my shop..

suddenly i cnt find her again?

where did she go?

i dont know..

i lazy find her anymore..

me also human..

i have limit also..

then i go jolin my k jie shop find her..

and chit chat with her..

after that she told me

she saw my cousin pass away from her shop..

then i sms her..

also the same question"WHERE ARE YOU?"

then she replied me..she together with "THAY GUY"..

OH MY GOSH~

i shocked!

really shocked!!

she already having argue with her bf..

still gt mood meet up with THAT GUY?

i really dont know how to describe her anymore..

i really dont know what to do?

can i go to tell her bf?

NO IDEA..

haih~

its really a hard question for me..

even it is just see what i wanna choose?

YES or NO?

我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

we quarrel? or you angry me?

02JUNE09

星期一

我们又吵架了~

算是吵架吗？

还是该说...

你生气我？

应该这个比较适合吧？

咳~

对不起~

我不知道~

我的回复方式...

会让你觉得我在敷衍你~

但是，

我真的没有~

可能我已经习惯了吧？

但是，

我会改~

我会尽量不敷衍你~

但是，

要我不敷衍其他人~

可能很难~

真的很难~

谅解吧？

你骂我的时候~

我很怕~

因为我会不习惯你这样对我~

但是~

我做错事~

所以~

我只能接受~

但是~

还好~

你原谅我了~

谢谢你~

一而再，再而三的给我机会~

你知道吗？

我觉得~

自从你跟他在一起的时候~

你的脾气变得很暴躁~

而且很常都不开心~

这只是我的感觉罢了~

因为我并不能确定~

我不是你~

你的心情~

你的脾气~

还是你自己最清楚~

没关系啦~

我知道你有限度的~

你会明白自己在做什么~

对吗？

但是,

我不希望你一直把心事放在心里面~

我也知道自己的脾气很不好哦~

所以，我能了解一点点啦~

赫赫~

我只是要你开开心心吧了~

我愛我的傢‘白色空間’，因爲它是我心靈上的好朋友

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